Sharon quickly sent Su Xiaoya to the downstairs of the apartment. After she got off the bus, she took a long breath of relief, thought for a while and said sympathetically, "since I'm lovelorn, I'll have a rest earlier..."

"Who is lovelorn! I haven't even said goodbye! " Su Xiaoya's eyes were as red as rabbits.

Sharon nodded repeatedly: "well, you're not lovelorn, I'm gone."

Su Xiaoya also wants to have a good theory with him to prove that she really didn't break up with Mu Qian, but Sharon has stepped on the accelerator and left.

Or running away is more accurate.

Su Xiaoya, who was still in the hair blast, looked at the vast and lonely night, as if she was the only one around, like a deflated ball, squatting slowly on the ground.

"I'm not lovelorn..." Su Xiaoya flat mouth, tears drop drop on the ground, "even if I'm lovelorn it's none of your business, why do you want to say it, why do you want to say it to me, I don't know."

The bone chilling wind was blowing on suxiaoya, blowing her hair in a mess, which was also terrible in her heart.

I don't know how long ago, someone squatted down in front of her. In the night wind, there was a pleasant and light smell of tobacco, just like that of moqian.

Su Xiaoya slowly raised her head and looked up at Mu Qian's handsome face. His eyebrows were slightly twisted, his face was a little tense, he looked a little tired, and his eyes showed a little guilt and heartache.

She suddenly grinned, "are you here to say goodbye to me?"

"I'm here to explain to you." Muqian reaches out his hand and wipes Su Xiaoya's tears gently. "Don't cry. Can I tell you all about it?"

Su Xiaoya grabs his hand. The palm is dry and warm, and the fingertips are cold. I think it's her tears.

She used to like Muqian's hands very much. They are slender, clean and well-defined. They just cover her hands. If only two people could walk together in the street hand in hand.

Result and he hand in hand of two women, one is Qi Mingya, one is Xia Ying, without her share.

Su Xiaoya heard her dry and relaxed voice: "well, you tell me, why do you cheat me?"

"Because she has a picture of us kissing." Moqian said helplessly, then gently picked up Su Xiaoya's face and looked at her carefully. "Xiaoya, Xia Ying knows what we are together. She took a picture of us kissing in the hospital."

Su Xiaoya's first reaction was whether Xia Ying would tell Uncle Mu and his mother.

She murmured, "Xia Ying Threatening you? "

Seeing that her face was a little sad, Muqian said heartily, "don't worry, Xia Ying didn't tell anyone, and her father and aunt didn't know yet. I'll deal with it."

Su Xiaoya returns to her mind and looks at him calmly: "is your way of dealing with it to make Xia Ying happy? You lied to me that there was something urgent in the hospital. In fact, Xia Ying asked you to go shopping with her. If you didn't accompany her, she would tell Uncle Mu and aunt about it. Am I right? "

Muqian pursed his thin lips and said nothing.

With a sad smile, Su Xiaoya pointed out: "the first time, there will be a second time, a third time, or even countless times People are greedy, no one can be an exception, and Xia Ying likes you so much. "

She suddenly stood up, turned around and was held by moqian from behind. The warm and eager breath sprayed on her neck: "little ya, you believe me, I will deal with it, and you will not be wronged again!"

He said it in such a hurry that he didn't want to look mature and steady at all, as if he had guessed what Su Xiaoya thought.

Su Xiaoya felt sad and at a loss. She murmured, "for most of this month, you always say that the hospital will work overtime or have an operation. In fact, I know that you will accompany Xia Ying in the hospital. I also know that uncle Mu intends to marry Xia family I feel that I have done something bad. I have no position to oppose this marriage, let alone question you. I'm waiting for you to explain to me. As a result, you are still lying to me. Will you not tell me until you and Xia Ying get married? "

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to talk to you," said Muqian painfully

In the past, he was very confident in everything he did. He carried out the plan step by step. There was almost no accident. But emotion was an uncontrollable thing. Su Xiaoya was an accident in his life.

This accident is both beautiful and painful. It torments him all the time, like being in prison.

Neither of them spoke.

For a while, Muqian whispered, "I will send you up to rest."

"No." "I'm going to Bali with the photo team of the magazine this week. It's about two weeks. Maybe I don't have time to contact you."

Muqian suddenly straightened her shoulder and snapped, "what do you mean?"

Su Xiaoya pursed her lips: "it's not interesting, just to calm down with each other."

Muqian was silent.

Since they fell in love, they have been secretly in love since the beginning, but now there is almost nothing to say. It's less than three months, but they have already felt haggard.

"Good." Muqian said a word.

Su Xiaoya nodded, whispered good night and turned to walk towards the apartment door.

Moqian followed her and followed her into the elevator until he came out of the elevator and watched Su Xiaoya return to the apartment. He just left.

Su Xiaoya was tired and threw herself on the bed. However, she couldn't understand how she and Mu Qian came to this step.

She really likes moqian. She has dreamed of falling in love with her for many times: waking up in the same bed, saying good morning to each other, then going to work together, watching TV and sleeping together when she comes back

Strangely, reality is always the opposite of dreams.

Su Xiaoya pulls out her mobile phone and sends Qin Shu a message: honey, I may be lovelorn.

Qin Shu did not return her information, directly called, the first sentence is: "you and brother moqian in the end how?"

"I don't know." Su Xiaoya said honestly, staring at the ceiling, "honey, I think I'm wrong. When I was not with him in the past, I felt that I could bear a lot and a lot. I also boasted that I only focused on the process, not the end. Now I think this bowl of chicken soup is not good to drink... "

She said a lot of things in detail, without any logic. She said what she thought and didn't expect Qin Shu to respond, as long as she was willing to listen to her.

"Have you heard that? As long as I have you, I have no regrets. " Su Xiaoya said slowly and clearly, "in fact, this sentence is wrong. People are greedy and want to get more after they get it. Xia Ying and I are the same. What's different is that she can ask for it openly, but I can only hide in the dark. "

Qin Shu was silent for a moment and said, "if you don't have it, you will never be willing to regret and regret for the rest of your life. Little ya, if I give you another chance, will you promise him? "

"Yes!" Su Xiaoya replied without hesitation, and then laughed at herself, "well, I'm just hopeless. Even if I know the ending, I can't resist the temptation, but I didn't expect it to come too soon."

Qin Shu heard the meaning of her words: "you want to break up with brother Muqian?"

Suxiaoya didn't speak.

For a long time, when Qin Shu thought that she had hung up the phone, she heard her say in a low mood: "maybe I don't need to say these two words with him. Come on, I don't know what to do, unless we are both hard enough to hurt our family. "

But it's impossible.

Qin Shu knows that Su Xiaoya also knows that Mu Qian, let alone, will not cheat Su Xiaoya again and again.

As Su Xiaoya said, for the first time, there will be countless lies and deceptions in the future. Until one day Mu Qian finally compromises to marry Xia Ying and give birth to a son, it tells Su Xiaoya everything. What kind of embarrassment will she face then?

It seems that no one is wrong between them, and it seems that they are all wrong.

Qin Shu holds her cell phone and listens to Su Xiaoya's monologue saying many words. Until Ling Mohan sends out low pressure to take away her cell phone, she hangs up.

He was very dissatisfied with the fact that another person occupied Qin Shu's whole night. Even if the other person was a woman, Ling Mo was very upset.

"I don't know what you have to say." Ling Mohan complained.

Qin Shu gave him a white look: "Su Xiaoya is in a bad mood. Would you like to talk to me for a second? If it's your special forces brothers, you won't leave them alone. So, Colonel, you have to learn to think in other places. "

Ling Mohan picked up his eyebrows and held her in his arms: "the way we solve the problem is not by talking about it. We let out all the negative emotions in a fight."

Qin Shu ignored him, quietly took the bedside table that childcare books look up.

Ling Mohan looked down at her: "angry?"

Qin Shu turned away and continued to read.

Ling Mohan suddenly remembers what the doctor told him. During pregnancy, the hormone level in a woman's body will change significantly, which will affect the mood of the pregnant woman, such as emotional sensitivity and anger.

At this time, the family must take care of the mood of pregnant women, so as not to cause depression during pregnancy, which is very dangerous for children and pregnant women.

Ling Mohan sees Qin Shu's indifference, kisses her cheek and coaxes in a low voice: "OK, I won't say it, you can't be angry with me. If you feel uncomfortable, you can nip me, bite me and beat me, but you are not allowed to be bored in your heart, eh? "

Qin Shu chuckled and sighed, "I'm not angry. I'm sorry for Su Xiaoya. I don't want to talk about these children's and women's things because they don't interest you

Ling Mohan put his heart down and rubbed his chin against her forehead: "if you want to talk, I will listen."

Qin Shu is about to tease him for two words, and a message tone comes from the cell phone that is left on one side.

She thought it was sent by Su Xiaoya. When she picked up her mobile phone, it was a message released by Internet software. She didn't know who the sender was. There was only one message: three years ago, the child you gave birth to was still alive.