Subverted by her too much disbelief, Xue tingji couldn't think of any problem at all, but he raised his head and opened his lips like a ghost: "I don't know."

Pei Ming fanned his long eyelashes and then said with a bitter smile, "he means that he is willing to take care of me for the rest of my life as long as I Give up with your children. "

"What..." Xue tingji couldn't react completely, but Pei Ming also closed his eyes.

"Lou Yunshu is from you. If she kills my child, I must hate you. He thinks that as long as I hate you enough, I will accept him. Have you ever heard of this kind of love?"

As she said that, she walked slowly to Xue tingji, breathing more and more quickly. "He suddenly went away to give Lou Yunshu a chance to harm my child, but Lou Yunshu hated me and wanted me to die."

She was trembling all over, tears running down her pale cheeks, without the slightest warmth.

"Do you know how I died? When I gave birth, my legs were tied. My child struggled in my stomach, but I couldn't do anything

Do you know Xue Ting's feeling? He was smothered in my stomach, and I died of dystocia and haemorrhage. You caused all this! "

At last, she couldn't restrain her anger and beat Xue tingji with all her strength. She couldn't even hide the thunder outside.

"Xu Yi, Lou Yunshu, they are all killers, but what I should blame most is you, Xue tingji. You killed me and my children!"

She told all the truth. Even she thought it ridiculous. What a sad decade it was.

In her arms is her body temperature washed away by tears. No matter how she holds it, she can't warm up. Xue tingji doesn't know what to say for a moment. The man that Ah Ming is talking about is him, but how can he do those things?

However, it was Xue tingji who made love with her, went north, returned and tore at her. The man in her mouth was so similar to him.

You others are really angry because they suspect that a Ming wants to escape. They want to imprison her, want to possess her, and even have more crazy ideas. Has he never been?

Unable to deny the guilt arises spontaneously. He presses Pei Ming's shoulder to apologize, but she pushes him away.

"You bastard, you have done all the wrong things. Since you want me to hate you, let me hate you thoroughly!

But why are you so good to me? It's different everywhere. When I'm soft hearted to you and fall in love with you again, you come to hurt me again. It's fun to hold my heart at will, isn't it? "

Although she yelled fiercely, Xue tingji was still secretly relieved. At least she still loved herself.

He caught a glimpse of the dagger on the bed. He found it the morning after Pei Ming disappeared. He immediately pulled out the scabbard and put it into Pei Ming's hand.

And the tip of the knife, without hesitation, touched his heart, so hard that he saw the blood directly.

Pei Ming instinctively resisted, and then became angry again. "Don't put on airs. If I want to kill you, can you still live to now?"

"I'll pay the debt." Xue tingji answered calmly, "I owe you what I owe you."

These five words suddenly made Pei Ming lose all his strength. He was stunned for a moment. Then he threw away his dagger and sat down on the ground crying bitterly.

She always felt that she was waiting for something, but she didn't understand it. Now she finally knew that she wanted Xue ting to apologize and admit that she owed her.

For these five words of apology, she actually paid so much blood and tears

Xue tingji held her in his arms and let her howl. But these things should have been told to him long ago. Why did they make such a scene.

Pei Ming's cry is not only full of children's general grievances, "what can I say? You don't believe me at all. Even if I'm angry with Xu Yi, it will be true. How can I open my mouth? "

After choking for a long time, he could only whisper: "I'm sorry, but I don't really doubt you." He just lost his sense in worrying about gain and loss.

Now he believed it all, and it was hard to express his heartache. Once he hurt her so much, she had to bear the hatred and go through this impasse again.

Knowing that the road ahead is a cliff, he can only move forward step by step, watching himself fall, but hiding everything. He really can't imagine how ah Ming put up with it.

No wonder every time he asks Lou Yunshu about it, she has something to say

It doesn't matter. It can be changed now. It must be his long cherished wish that they can come back in this life.

He didn't believe that he could live alone without Amin.

Pei Ming of the previous life died, and Xue tingji of the previous life will follow her after hearing that her lover died.

"Maybe I was born again, but you have all the memories, and I don't remember anything."

So when he first met in Taifu's mansion, he was locked by Pei Ming. He could not forget his inexplicable sadness at that moment. Maybe it was his remaining feelings for her.

And there's one thing he never talked about with Pei Ming. Since he met Pei Ming, he often had the same dream."I dreamt that you married Xu Yi without any joy, but I was on one side, but no matter how I yelled, you couldn't hear me. Maybe that's the mistake I've made, so I've been punished repeatedly in my life. "

However, God gave him a second chance, and he didn't cherish it. He gave her another blow.

Now he has no face to ask for a Ming's forgiveness. He can only make up for it by chatting. He owes her and pays it back with his whole life. If she still wants to be free, he

Never again.

With this sentence, Pei Ming's tears stopped. He raised his head and helped his face.

"In fact, I can't blame you all. After all, you have done nothing wrong in this life. You have made up for me a lot. As for those things..."

Thanks to Xiong Tukan. If it wasn't for his enlightenment, I'm afraid I'd never understand.

It was she who held the pain of the last life and ignored his mood. If she could think more from his point of view at that time, Xue tingji would not be cranky.

How could it be her fault? Xue tingji grabs Pei Ming's face and pecks it. It's clear that he doesn't trust Ah Ming and is easily provoked by others. He exposes her heartache again and again and thinks it's her fault.

In fact, it has nothing to do with right or wrong. They just want to be together forever, but they don't know how to maintain it.

After choking for a while, Pei Ming still hesitated, "then you Do you really believe it? "

"Yes, of course."

Instead of hesitating, Pei Ming lowered his eyes and slowly pushed him away. His grief faded. Instead, Xue tingji felt sorry that he could not understand.

"Don't be blinded by the debt to me. I was hurt by you in my last life, but I retaliated against you in this world. It was a plot to approach you before. I even calculated more for you than you thought."

So what? Xue tingji doesn't care as long as her love is real.

But Pei Ming can't feel at ease. She doesn't regret her behavior. There is only one thing that Xue tingji can't forgive her.