Chapter 805
"So, this is what you love and I want to do. You are all right. It's really strange, and you can only blame that you didn't have fate and didn't see the right eye. Besides, when you refused, your words were very euphemistic and left him enough face."
"You really don't need to blame yourself for this," Lu Yeji played a little trick. He finally said, "if you blame yourself, huoluocheng will be embarrassed to see you."
"Really?" Lu Tiantian asked.
"Of course," Lu Yeji affirmed, "you all agreed to continue to be friends, you look so guilty, he will really have a psychological burden, when the time may not have friends to do, do you want this?"
Lu Yeji cunningly changed the concept, and sure enough, Lu Tiantian was deceived.
"I don't want to," Lu Tiantian asked, "so, I shouldn't feel guilty for Luo Cheng, but I should act natural, just like before, right?"
"That's right." Lu Yeji's face was like a teachable child.
"Well, I see." Lu Tiantian is thoughtful.
She had come to find out. Now that she had talked, there was no need to stay in Lu Yeji's room.
"Yeji, thank you for enlightening me. Then I'll go back to my room." Lu Tiantian said.
Of course, Lu Yeji still wants to find a reason to keep people, but he knows that he can't be too hasty. Now Lu Tiantian is crossing the hurdle of rejecting huoluocheng. He can't stimulate Lu Tiantian at this time.
"Well, you should rest early and don't think too much about it."
"I see."
Lu Tiantian completely trusted her and went back to her room.
As a result, it was Lu Yeji himself who thought too much. When he enlightened Lu Tiantian, he said that "the confession was rejected" lightly, not only because the person who was rejected was huoluocheng.
Lu Yeji can't help imagining that if he confesses to Lu Tiantian, and Lu Tiantian refuses him -
No, it's just a fantasy. Lu Yeji already feels out of breath, and he will never allow that kind of thing to happen. If he is not sure that Lu Tiantian will agree to him, he would rather not say his mind first.
Lu Tiantian goes back to her room. She is brainwashed by Lu Yeji's thinking. She feels that this matter is not so serious. Instead, she can easily fall asleep.
But Lu Yeji was miserable.
He tossed and turned in bed for a long time. He didn't feel sleepy at all. His mind was full of if Lu Tiantian refused him
He imagined countless scenes and how to deal with them, but no plan could reassure Lu Yeji that the road before him seemed to be a dark one.
However, it is absolutely impossible for Lu Yeji to give up Lu Tiantian.
It's said that the day is full of thoughts and the night is full of dreams. In the dream, he still refuses to let Lu Yeji go.
There are two people standing on the open roof, only the sound of the wind.
"Sweetie, I like you. How about being my girlfriend?"
"Yeji, what are you talking about?" Lu Tiantian looked at Lu Yeji and said, "are you crazy? I'm your sister. How can you say that? "
"What sister? We are not brothers and sisters at all. Why can't I be with you?" Lu Yeji said reluctantly that the secret he had hidden in his heart for so many years was spread out in the sun.
"You didn't treat me as your sister at all. You finally said what you meant, didn't you?" Lu Tiantian sad said, she bowed her head, don't want to let Lu Yeji see the disgraced tears.
"It's not like that. You misunderstood me completely," Lu Yeji said. He felt powerless. How can I make Lu Tiantian understand his mind? She misunderstood completely. "You are my sister. I never regard you as an outsider, but it doesn't conflict with my liking you and wanting to have you. Do you understand?"
"I don't understand!" Lu Tiantian said stubbornly. She shook her head and forced her tears to fall down her face. She choked and said, "if you really treat me as your sister, how can you say that?"
Facing Lu Tiantian's question, Lu Yeji was unable to answer.
"Sweet, it's not like this..."
Lu Yeji is so depressed. He thinks that he is useless. Why is it so? Why can't he even understand his mind?
Lu Tiantian looks at Lu Yeji sadly and hopelessly. Her eyes are already red, but she wipes away her tears with the back of her hand. With a determined expression, she says: "Lu Yeji, I hate you, I don't want to see you any more!"
He ran away from tianlutian regardless of everything.
Lu Yeji chased after her, but no matter how hard he tried and how fast he ran, the figure in front of her was always far away from him, even farther and farther away -
"Tiantian, don't go!" Lu Yeji yelled behind him.
But that person didn't stop at all. Her figure gradually disappeared.
Then, there are all kinds of pictures. In the classroom, at home, when there are classmates, when there are parents and sisters, no matter how seriously Lu Yeji talks to Lu Tiantian, she always ignores him, and even doesn't want to share her spare eyes with him. She really ignores him."Sweet, don't, don't do that!"
"Why don't you talk to me?"
"Are you really willing to do this to me?"
Lu Yeji can't help it. He knocks on Lu Tiantian's bedroom door. His hands are red, but the people inside are determined to play dead.
"Lu Tiantian, open the door!"
"Lu Tiantian!"
He gradually changed from knocking to smashing, but the people inside still didn't respond. Finally, Lu Yuting and Luo Chenxi also appeared, and Lu Tangtang and Lu Shiyi also appeared.
They are all scolding Lu Yeji and laughing at him.
"It's useless of you. Your daughter-in-law has found it for you, but you can't make it. What a waste."
"Brother, you don't try hard, sweet she won't like you!"
"No!" Lu Yeji yelled, "it's not like this!"
Instantly, all the people around disappeared, and Lu Tiantian opened the door.
Lu Yeji is almost overjoyed. He thinks that he has finally moved heaven and Lu Tiantian. He is going to have a good time. He is so excited that he can't say a complete word. He just calls Lu Tiantian's name foolishly.
However, Lu Tiantian didn't smile at all in front of her. Her words were thousands of times colder than her expression.
"Lu Yeji, you are so annoying. Do you know how disgusting you are?"
"Why do you like your sister?"
"You never regard me as your sister, or..." Lu Tiantian's expression is extremely cruel, she said, "or, you are a pervert?"
"Give up, no matter how you make trouble, I won't like you."
"I won't like you", these six words, like the most vicious curse, reverberate around constantly. The sound is getting louder and louder - filled with Yeji's fragile eardrum.
He covered his ears, but there was no escape.
The sound is still getting louder, like a huge monster that will devour people. Lu Yeji wants to avoid it, but there is no way at all.
Lu Yeji looks up at Lu Tiantian in front of him in despair.
But Lu Tiantian has no pity at all. She even turns her mouth sarcastically, and then throws the door again.
"Bang -"
when he woke up, Lu Yeji suddenly sat up from the bed and breathed heavily, as if he was fighting for oxygen with someone. He almost recovered his life from suffocation.
"Hoo -" Lu Yeji breathes out a foul breath. The clean T-shirt he changed before going to bed has been completely soaked with sweat. His hand unconsciously touches into the quilt, only to find that it is wet.
He sweated a lot, a lot.
Every scene in the dream, Lu Tiantian's cruelty, Lu Tiantian's expressionless face, Lu Tiantian's cold eyes, are like a knife, cut in his heart, he feels his heart has been full of holes, fragmented.
Right hand in the heart of the position, clearly pain is dying, but Lu Yeji can still feel the intense heartbeat.
"It's just a dream. It's all the opposite." Lu Yeji said to himself.
He tried to convince himself, but his body was shaking uncontrollably.
Lu Yeji's face was pale. He fell back to bed powerlessly. It was so wet and uncomfortable, but he didn't have the strength to change it. In other words, there was a slight sense of self abuse, which made him feel more comfortable for a short time.
"No, even if she doesn't like me and doesn't accept me, she won't look at me with that expressionless face. She won't ignore me or ignore me."
Lu Yeji muttered to himself, as if this can comfort the helpless self in the dream.
What should he do?
Who can tell Lu Yeji what he should do to make Lu Tiantian not like in his dream?
This night, doomed to no sleep.
Lu Yeji is lying on the bed. He tells himself not to think about it any more, but those cruel pictures are like that he has a long foot, trying to drill into his brain, and then put on the slow motion camera frame by frame, like a movie, to beat him up.
The next day, after getting up, Lu Yeji looked in the mirror as if she was ten years old and showed an endless bitter smile.
Without an answer, he struggled all night and still couldn't get an answer.
"Brother, what's the situation of your dark circles?" Lu Tangtang was shocked. She wondered if she was dazzled. This is her brother. It's the missing panda in the zoo!
"Nothing," Lu Yeji said listlessly, "just insomnia."
Dark circles under the eyes are really frightening, so terrible that even Luo Chenxi is on the heart.