More and more blurred in front of her eyes, Gu Liuxing buried her face in her knees and sat in silence for a long time before she raised her head and showed her red eyes.

Gu Liuxing took a deep breath, picked up the file bag under the medical record, slowly bypassed the rope, pulled out the contents, only a thin piece of paper.

The side toward Gu Liuxing is white paper. She turns it over.

This is a diagnosis sheet, which is written in English letters.

Gu Liuxing couldn't understand the technical terms. She used her mobile phone to translate one word at a time. At the end of the translation, her hands trembled.

So that when she finished reading, her whole body seemed to be drained, and the paper floated from her hand. Her face was sad and desperate, and her whole body was shaking violently. The air around her seemed thin, and the strong sense of suffocation surrounded her.

Time: 2012.

Diagnosis: sperm damage... Offspring deformity rate 60%, 20% premature death rate, accompanied by other possibilities, such as mental retardation, behavioral disorders

The doctor's handwriting is messy: the recommended treatment time is two years. During this period, it is best to take contraception.

Each word stung Gu Liuxing's eyeballs. Her vision was blurred and her eyes were swollen. It seemed that something was about to rush out.

So, is that why he had to take the baby away?

Deformity, premature death, mental retardation, behavioral disorder

That's why?

Tears trickle down, Gu Liuxing raised her hand to wipe it off, she sat there, her head up on the bed, her eyes staring at the ceiling, tears flow from the corner of her eyes, hidden in the hair.

Fu family's disgusting face, defensive look, sentence by sentence of blame and hatred, suddenly clear in front of her eyes.

Ji Nanjing, what Chu Yi once said, also revolves in her mind.

It turned out that what she did this year was a joke.

It turned out that everything was in trouble, but she was the one who was concealed.

It turns out that he doesn't want to, but can't

Sitting for a long time, she stood up stiffly from the ground, step by step, heavy to the French window, struggling to open the curtain.

With a crash, the white light reflected from the snow fell on her face through the glass.

On the bright French window glass, there are photos of him and her, as well as post it notes printed with his handwriting.

On New Year's Eve in 2013, he and she stood in front of the French window in Linjiang city. He held her from behind and looked at the bright fireworks in the sky with her.

Her beautiful face is reflected on the glass, behind him, his eyes are very deep, people fall.

"Fu Yanchen, we'll stick our photos on the glass in the future. Look, our photos are in the sun bit by bit. We are aboveboard," she said

He said, "it's not good to go to the city by the river."

Seeing his promise, she laughed brightly and asked, "what's good about you?"

He said, "I'll tell you later."

So is his place in this wedding room?

Gu Liuxing blinked his eyes and burst into tears.

She stepped to the end of the glass and looked at the post it notes.

In 2011, it's not a post it note, but a corner that I don't know where to tear off. The white paper is old yellow.

[Gu Liuxing, I seem to fall in love with you]

[Gu Liuxing, do you really like acting so much? Then I'll help you

[Gu Liuxing, the most correct decision I have made in my life is to enter your life]

[Gu Liuxing, be a strong girl. It doesn't matter if you have no relatives. I will give you a home]

[Gu Liuxing, if you wait for me for half a year, I will let you go out with me openly and honestly]

....

In 2012, she left in despair. On the post it note, he was sad and lonely.

[Gu Liuxing, where are you? I can't find you]

[Gu Liuxing, I seem to be sick. I often see you come back and you disappear in the blink of an eye]

[Gu Liuxing, I find your taste. In this room, I can deceive myself. You are always there]

[Gu Liuxing, is something wrong with you? I'll come to you. Forgive me]

Gu Liuxing tore off the paper. There was a drop of blood on it, so he thought she had an accident, so he committed suicide?

Her eyes were sour, and her tears fell on the post it notes and fainted.

She squeezed the palm of the paper, summoned up the courage and continued to read.

[Gu Liuxing, if you don't come back, I may be like this all my life]

[Gu Liuxing, if you are lucky enough to see these things, and I am dead, remember that on my tombstone: merciless husband, merciless father]

See this sentence, Gu Liuxing can't help bending down and sobbing.

The words she had just read turned into Fu Yanchen's voice in her head. She was trembling and tottering.