Chapter 474
At this time, Zhuo Manting in the United States after treatment, the situation is much better, but, Zhuo Manting also in this treatment process, lost confidence.
She didn't know how long she would stay in the hospital. Apart from occasionally being pushed out in a wheelchair to bask in the sun, she almost cut off all contacts in China.
She once told herself that she could have a future and wanted to live only if she could be cruel enough.
But she has experienced too much pain in this short few months.
"Tingting, you are awake." Zhuo mother walked into the ward and saw Zhuo Manting sitting up.
"Mom, I feel better today. I want to go out for a walk." Although Zhuo Manting said so, her pale face made her words so powerless.
"Good. But you have to take the medicine first. " Zhuo's mother saw her daughter haggard like this. For a while, she watched Zhuo Manting lose weight little by little. Even for a period of time, she couldn't eat at all.
Zhuo Manting looked at a pile of medicine in front of her, and her stomach began to roll, but she still had to eat it.
Zhuo Junyan to the hospital, he saw Zhuo Manting sitting in the garden on the first floor, "Tingting."
"Brother, you're back." Zhuo Manting smiles at Zhuo Junyan, "brother, in fact, you don't have to accompany me all the time. You can't let sister Ziying be alone in England. You haven't seen her for so long."
"Tingting, don't worry about it. Ziying is very well now. What matters most is yourself." Zhuo Junyan doesn't want Zhuo Manting to have an accident. The old man of Zhuo family has visited her several times, but they can't stay here all the time, and only Zhuo's mother and Zhuo Junyan stay to take care of them.
"Brother, can I get better?" Zhuo Manting suddenly asked Zhuo Junyan.
"Of course it will get better, you silly girl. Do you forget what you thought when you decided to come to America?" Zhuo Junyan how can let her have an accident, he is very fond of this sister.
Zhuo Manting nodded, "I haven't forgotten, but I can't keep going. I'm so hard. "
This is not the first time that she has been so disappointed that she has no future at all.
Zhuo Junyan patted Zhuo Manting on the shoulder, "Tingting, if you can't keep going, I think, maybe only Ren Yu can let you persist."
Their hearts are very clear, Ren Yucai is Zhuo Manting so long to insist on the reason, but Zhuo Manting only want to escape, and dare not face Ren Yu.
She said that she was afraid that her present self would make Ren Yu hate her. She didn't want her worst side to be seen by Ren Yu, so she chose to use this way.
For her, she may be able to seek psychological comfort. She will tell herself that as long as she gets better, she will not be afraid of what she will face in the future.
"No, no, brother. Don't tell him. I don't want him to know." Zhuo Manting shakes her head.
"Do you want to know about him? Do you want to know how he has been these days Zhuo Junyan asked, in fact, he knows that Zhuo Manting would like to know anything about Ren Yu, as long as it is related to him, anything will do.
Zhuo Manting, in front of Zhuo Junyan, will certainly not admit it.
"No, I don't want to know anything about him, even if he has another woman." Zhuo Manting doesn't know how to face Ren Yu.
Zhuo Junyan took an entertainment magazine, "here is an interview with Ren Yu. You can have a look when you have time. If you really don't want to see it, throw it away
Zhuo Junyan see Zhuo Manting did not reach out to pick up, he posed to throw away, "brother, don't throw."
At this time, Zhuo mother came over, "Tingting, you should go back to your room and have a rest. You have stayed out for a long time today."
She is afraid that Zhuo Manting will fall ill and is not good for her health. Now she is very weak.
After returning to the ward, Zhuo Junyan and Zhuo mother walked out of the ward, allowing her to have a good rest.
Zhuo Manting took the magazine and looked at Ren Yu's latest interview. He was the same as he was, but she was not her before.
Her hand gently touched the photo of Ren Yu in the magazine, and suddenly felt a sour nose and moist eyes. She did not know whether she would return to the city, and she did not know whether the man would be the same as before.
Maybe, it changed.
But when she saw some recent interviews with Ren Yu, her heart was aching.
However, no matter what he does, Ren Yu will support him silently as long as he has a good life. However, Zhuo Manting doesn't want any decision made by Ren Yu because of her.
She knew that Ren Yu didn't want to get involved in business too much, but now he decided to open a company, which may be a very difficult thing for him.
"Junyan, Tingting and Ren Yu have no relationship for a long time? If you do that, Tingting will be sad. " Zhuo mother does not want to let Zhuo Manting sad, even if she knows so long, Zhuo Manting has never put down that feeling."Mom, Tingting has never let go of Ren Yu. If Ren Yu is the reason why she insists, why don't I do it?" Zhuo Junyan just hopes that Zhuo Manting can still have the motivation to persist.
Zhuo's mother sighs slightly. If Zhuo Manting has not experienced these things, maybe she still wants Zhuo Manting and Ren Yu to be together. After all, she understands Zhuo Manting's feelings for Ren Yu.
Now that so many things have happened, she doesn't know whether to let Zhuo Manting continue like that?
Maybe it's because Zhuo Manting has no way to let go of Ren Yu. She still decides to face all this well, even if she only spends her days in the hospital, even if the doctors and nurses who come and go are the pills that must be taken every three meals every day.
Yan nianxi and mu Zechen made a reservation for a plane to the United States three days later. Mu Zechen knew that she was in a hurry, so he arranged this way.
Zhuo Junyan called Yan nianxi. He also learned that Yan nianxi was going to visit Zhuo Manting in the United States. He said he would meet them at the airport.
Mu Zechen saw Yan nianxi hang up the phone, "now is it more reassuring?"
"Well." Yan nianxi nodded, "just, can you feel aggrieved?"
"As long as you don't feel wronged, I'll be happy." Mu Zechen looked at her and stroked her face. "As long as I know you have me in your heart and love me, it's enough."
Yan nianxi said nothing, nestled in his arms, she understood his heart.
After so many years, she always understood that the relationship between her and mu Zechen was the most important one for her.
Once some feelings start, they will not end. For Yan nianxi, feelings never end. No matter what they have experienced, they are the same.
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