After Shen Xinya hung up the phone, she was tangled in the bottom of her heart. She knew that Shen Mo was good to her, and her heart also knew that Shen Mo paid for her.

However, over the past few years, she has been telling herself that she should give up, but no matter how long it has been, she knows that she can't put it down. If Mr. Shen didn't say that he was in poor health, he would transfer her back to the headquarters in China, perhaps she would not come back.

And her heart also knew that when she returned home, she could not avoid meeting Shen Mo, or it was normal under the same roof.

She has been back home for many days. Shen Mo doesn't come back every day. He hides outside. Although she has never asked and the master doesn't say anything, she knows that Shen Mo doesn't want to put too much pressure on her. She just returned home and needs rest.

If Mu Zechen didn't call her this evening, maybe she didn't know that Shen Mo had a bad time these days and was very miserable.

What about her? Will her heart suffer? Does it hurt?

After hesitating for a long time, Shen Xinya changed her clothes, took her car key and drove to Minghao club.

She knew that Shen Mo and Shen Mo had a fixed private room, so as soon as she arrived at the club, she went directly to the private room and opened the door. She saw Shen Mo leaning against the sofa and was drunk and unconscious.

She went over and squatted down in front of him and touched his face. For so long, she always thought that she could forget, but this face was always in her dream and could not be forgotten.

"If I knew you had made yourself like this, I would not have come back." Shen Xinya looks at him. If she doesn't come to the Shen family, if she doesn't become the Shen family, then she's afraid she won't meet him, and she won't fall in love with this man.

Shen Mo's feelings for her, from the very beginning, are lingering.

And she also knows that the relationship between Shen Mo and her will not be agreed, but she is still trapped in it.

At that time, after the old man knew about their relationship, he was very angry, beat Shen Mo and drove him out of the Shen family.

But she is an outsider. She is just adopted by the Shen family. She doesn't want to disappoint the Shen family's feelings for her. She doesn't want to see Shen Mo leave this home and lose her family for her sake. She doesn't want this family to become a family because of her.

Shen Xinya made up her mind to leave the Shen family and go to the branch office in the United States. Only in this way can she finish all this.

In the past few years, she almost cut off contact with the Shen family, and she never came back except occasionally talking on the phone with the old man.

But Shen Mo takes time to see her every year. Although he will go to the United States to see her in the name of official business, she knows that those business affairs are not business affairs. He just wants to see her.

Now that she is back, she and Shen Mo should still be brothers and sisters, all Shen family members, so that is the best.

The only way to maintain such a relationship between them will also make Mr. Shen at ease.

"Brother." Shen Xinya calls him gently. She knows that her brother is already so strange.

Shen Mo opened his eyes slightly and looked at Shen Xinya in front of him. He grinned bitterly, "Xinya, you are here. Every time you appear in a dream, you are a cruel girl!"

He thought he was dreaming. For so many years, Shen Xinya has been in his dream, but he knows that Shen Xinya has left and will not come back easily.

Shen Xinya pursed her lips, her eyes slightly wet, "brother, it's me. You're not dreaming."

He and she, so many years, afraid to be entangled by the same dream, can not be solved.

Shen Mo sat up and held Shen Xinya's hand. "What are you doing here?"

Seeing Shen Xinya, I wake up half drunk.

"Mugo called me and said you were drunk. I came to see you." Shen Xinya looks at him. In fact, she knows that her coming or not will not change anything.

Shen Mo leaned against the sofa, closed his eyes, "you go back, I'm fine."

He doesn't want Shen Xinya to see him like this, and he doesn't want to be under too much pressure when Shen Xinya just came back.

Shen Xinya knows that this person is stubborn. All along, he is so stubborn, "then I will go back."

If Shen Mo really doesn't want to see her so much, then she'll go.

It's just, is he really happy?

Sure enough, in front of Shen Xinya, Shen Mo is the one who shows weakness.

Shen Mo reached out and held Shen Xinya's hand, "accompany me."

Shen Xinya turned and sat down beside Shen Mo, "isn't it hard to drink so much wine every day?"

Shen Mo grinned bitterly, "if you don't drink, you'll feel worse."

"Brother..." Shen Xinya leaned on his shoulder, "brother, you go home."

"Do you really want me to go home?" Shen Mo didn't feel it. If he went back, the old man would be more uneasy.

Otherwise, he didn't go back these days, and he didn't even have a phone call.

"Grandfather, he still miss you very much." Shen Xinya doesn't want her back, but makes Shen Mo homeless."I don't care what my grandfather thinks. Xinya, you know what I think in my heart. I haven't changed for so many years." Shen Mo only cares about her.

Shen Xinya is silent. No matter what she says now, it is wrong.

Some things, she really did not have the courage to face.

"Xinya, my heart, has never changed." Shen Mo said this while drinking. If he didn't drink, he would not say it. Sometimes, some words would only be said when he was drunk.

Shen Xinya of course knows that Shen Mo can't let go, nor can she.

Although master Shen didn't say anything, Shen Xinya knew that he didn't just want her to stay with him when he suddenly asked her to come back from the United States. Of course, no matter what arrangement he had, she couldn't say no.

She is not free about the Shen family's kindness to her. Her life and her feelings cannot be decided by herself.

"Brother, what's your grandfather's plan, do you know?" Even if the master did not say, but she can guess, Shen Mo must also be able to guess.

Shen Mo but a take on her waist, "he arranged, you want to accept it?"

He asked, even if he knew Shen Xinya would agree.

"I don't want to upset my grandfather." Shen Xinya's words have shown everything. She is willing to come back, which is just the arrangement of the old man.

"Shen Xinya, do you know that you are so indifferent, it makes my heart ache." Shen Mo has always known that Shen Xinya is not ruthless, but pretends to be merciless. Only in this way can she feel at ease when she does anything.

Her own feelings, she can say to put down.

"I'm sorry, you know I don't have a choice." Shen Xinya slightly don't head, she dare not face only Shen mo.

Over the past 20 years, she and he get along with each other day and night, doomed to be unable to choose their feelings, love, or do not love, for a long time, perhaps, will forget?

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