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8 June, Bronwyn's on-base accommodation, City K

John paused, taking a deep breath before continuing.? "She reminded me that I could continue to struggle with the reaction like I was having or because there was no one around that I could explore being n.a.k.e.d with a woman in the area, while we talked.? Her suggestion was that would aid me in understanding parts of my s*xuality.? She said it would be my choice if she kept her bikini on or not, and that I could remove it if I liked and even touch her b*easts and v*gina.? That did not feel right, so I ignored that, but with her encouragement I talked about several non-s.e.x.u.a.l things bothering me."

"Eventually we ended up sitting on pool side chairs while continuing to talk.? As she reminded me in the cabin, I was still reacting to her in a way that she could see.? Her comment was that constant reaction prompted her move."

"When she finished, I snapped at her saying that she had engineering the whole situation to suit herself.? Rightly, she pointed out that you cannot blame a woman, as a man, for how you react.? They are able to dress as they like and should not be in fear because they dress as they like."

"The b*tch.."

"That you have right.? We both know, what she was doing is what is called victim blaming.? But to an eighteen-year-old, protected by his parents and inexperienced with respect to matters involving s*x, she backed me into a corner claiming that I had not only encouraged what happened, but I was the instigator.? She then went on about the deal made on the previous day.? Before I could even react, she moved off the chair she had been sitting on and moved to sit on me.? She then stated that I had to make my choice, have s*x with her until she decided the relationship was at an end when she would give me everything and we both agreed that nothing would be said nor would we go to the police, or refuse and I could only imagine the consequences."

"So, you agreed?" came the quiet, hard to hear comment from Bronwyn.

"No.? Remember that I had already written down what happened, before Madam Mo had taken it, so what I intended to do?"

"Report to the police?"

"I had.? But as I opened my mouth to tell her where to go, she pulled out a tablet and shoved it in my mouth before adding liquid from a bottle.? To force me to swallow, she grabbed my nose, blocking it."

"And of course, body reflexes are such that you will swallow to breathe, because your nose is blocked."

"Correct.? Once I had swallowed, she ground herself against me before saying again, our agreement was that she got what she wanted for as long as she wanted, I would get everything she promised.? A thought went through me head, about formulating a way out of the situation.? The sooner she found someone that she liked the sooner I could escape.? I knew a couple of guys from school, a year older than me, who where know as s*x addicts, with rumours that they preferred together having threesomes with a woman.? My thought before I realised that she had given me more aphrodisiacs was that if I introduced them to her, she would decide that I was worthless and let me escape."

"I can see by that look on your face, you wondered why I was trusting what she had said.? Deep down, I did not, but I just had to hope because I wanted out of what she had trapped me in."

"Because I was reacting with the aphrodisiac, she started to demand the fulfillment of some of her fantasies as to locations for s*x and positions.? I remember her moving enough to undo my pants and forcing them down enough that she could have s*x on the chair before she dragged me outside and pushed me on the ground at a foot of a nearby tree.? While I have vague memories of what happened, flashes even now tell me that as I became more affected by the aphrodisiac the more excited that she became.? I remember that she wanted me to take her standing up with her back against a tree, and another time bent over the rail on the cabin veranda."

"Eventually in the end she must have dragged me into the cabin because I awoke there late the next morning.? I did everything I could to keep away from her for about an hour before she was getting ready to leave.? As she went to exit the cabin, she handed me a USB drive saying that because I was a good man doing what she wanted and that this was one of the three electronic copies of everything that she had, and as a sign of good faith.? If I kept being a good man, doing exactly what she wanted when she wanted, I would get bits and pieces of the material when she decided it was right.? I remember at the time thinking the more I get from her, the less she has to blackmail me with."

"Seeing the look on her face, she wanted me to be grateful, and I took the USB and playing on her emotions I said I do not need to check the drive, before dropping it to the floor asking her to step on it.? While she tried to have a surprised look on her face, she could not hide the fact that she believed she had conned me.? I am grateful that I reacted the way I did, because for some reason it convinced her that I was going to be cooperative with her.? She wanted me to have s*x with her again, but I wanted out of there, so convinced her to take me back to my parents with her.? The whole trip back was uncomfortable because she spent the whole time trying to seduce me.? As soon as I could escape at home, I did."

"The next week was stomach turning.? I would constantly feel sick wanting to run.."

"Why didn't you.."

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