"But I don't know when I'm free."

Chu Yan's heart was raised, and hurriedly said, "there is always a time when you are busy. If you are not busy, you will be free. I can wait for you. If we can't go far, we can play around the city. It won't take long. "

Hearing that there was silence, Chu Yan was confused and in a trance. He thought of an idea: "Xiaoguo, do you want to sleep now?"

"I don't want to sleep. I'm not sleepy at the moment."

"Let me talk with you. In a word, our life is very regular. We haven't had the experience of chatting in the middle of the night."

"What do you want to talk about?"

"It's OK to talk about anything. It's fun. It's delicious. It's scenery. It's weather. It's temperature. It's life. It's worry If you want to talk, you can talk about everything. In a word, you have insomnia. I'm free now. If I don't want to sleep, I'll sit down and talk. "

"Let's talk about life and troubles." Tang Guo responded, which made Chu Yan turn around several times in her heart. She thought that what he said next must be said well. It is likely that every sentence that followed was related to a choice she faced.

"OK, let's talk about life and troubles. Let's talk about you first?" Chu Yan asked, "recently, is there any trouble?"

"Well, a little." Tangguo said, "it's just a sudden doubt about life. There's a sense that doing anything is meaningless and unnecessary. When I say this to many people, I don't think so. They think that I shouldn't have such troubles. They think that how can I have such troubles when I'm living such a good life and think that life is meaningless? "

Chu Yan's heart was raised, but he was also relieved. He was right to chat with him: "in fact, occasionally I have the feeling of doubting myself, life and the necessity of my existence. Look at me. In the eyes of many people, I'm successful, right? "

"It should be very successful."

"Yes, in the eyes of all people, I am very successful. But there is no rule that a successful person can't have trouble, can't be sad? That's not a wooden man. " Make complaints about love make blind and disorderly conjectures. "I still like to know people who I know before, and I feel anxious about their Tucao Tucao in the group. Later, they all said I was not happy in my life, but I make complaints about it."

"Oh, so, do you think life is more meaningless?"

"No," Chu Yan quickly denied, "why should I feel that my life is meaningless because of the negation of others? Others don't understand me, not me, don't know my troubles, just think I succeed, better than them, there should be no negative emotions. Although at the beginning, I also had the feeling of being disgusted with the world. Later, I want to understand that I can't think that way. "

"What do you understand?"

"I've learned that I really don't care too much about those people's words. My life is good or not, and really has nothing to do with them. If they really care about me, even if I say that I have a little bit of trouble, they will ask me what's wrong. In fact, it's because of the letter sent to me. They will write in the letter, "dinner party, no matter how busy, I hope you are well.". I can't drag myself down because I'm in a hurry. No matter what it is, you must be happy