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Just let Lin Xiahua did not expect, this just how long time ah, a good living person, unexpectedly will be sick like this? Although she has no feelings for her stepmother, she has lived under the same roof for more than ten years. The people she once knew very well make her feel strange now.
Is this the living mother Lin? For her daughter Lin Doukou, the woman who will die with her with gasoline?
Lin's mother let him in, but Lin Xiahua didn't dare.
It was cold in the empty room, even in the hot summer.
It felt like walking into a haunted house. My back was chilly. I always thought about whether there would be something unclean behind me.
"Say what you have to say." Lin Xiahua didn't go in and always stood at the door. With her feelings for Lin Mu, she would not feel pity for her when she was about to die. She didn't have so much sympathy.
Had it not been for Lin's mother's pleading on the phone that she was going to die, Lin Xiahua would not have gone to this trip at all.
"I know you hate me Cough... " Lin's mother had some difficulty in speaking. She was as angry as a gossamer, but she still insisted on sitting up.
Since she was lame and had a stiff relationship with Lin Doukou, the family no longer looked like a family. After she moved out of the villa, she lost all sources of life, and she couldn't stick to it any longer.
Lin's mother's words made Lin Xiahua feel a little moved. In fact, she had to investigate carefully, but she didn't hate her very much. She just wanted to accept her fate.
Lin's mother breathed a long sigh of relief. She was very tired as soon as she said two words, but she still insisted on sitting on the bed, half supporting herself, looking at the direction of the window.
There was a trace of sky light on the window. Maybe for Lin Mu now, it was the way to heaven. "In fact, I always knew that your father had only your mother in his heart. Although he was with me, his heart was never on me, so I hate him..."
Lin's mother said something that she had never said to anyone in her heart. She knew that she was not long gone. If she didn't say these words, she would die of hatred.
Lin Xiahua's mother died very early. At that time, Lin Xiahua was only two years old. Not long after, Lin Xiahua's father married his mother and gave birth to Lin Doukou the next year.
"My mother has been dead for many years. It's no use hating her." Lin Xiahua said calmly, she can now face all this with a calm state of mind, rather than full of hatred and retribution.
She didn't hate Lin Mu. Lin Mu never gave her a good face. She and Lin Doukou calculated everything about her and treated her stepdaughter very harshly.
Maybe there was hatred at that time, but when Lin Xiahua looks back on it now, those hatred has been washed away, because she now has her own life and family, a loving husband and lovely children.
So why bother with the past?
How can a man full of hatred be happy?
"But even if I hate her, I hate you. You don't know how biased your father is. Xu Yimo Mingming is cardamom's husband. Your father wants to marry you to him. But for this, cardamom would not be like this. She doesn't even recognize my mother now..."
When Lin Xiahua heard Lin's mother say this, she couldn't help interrupting her. "You're wrong. My father has never been partial to me. He married me to Xu Yimo because he knew that Cardamom is not suitable for Xu Yimo at all."
Lin Xiahua thought of these things later. In fact, sometimes she would always think that Xu Yimo and Lin Doukou fell in love at the beginning. They had deep feelings, but why did her father marry her to Xu Yimo?
Later, she realized that her father had a different meaning.
His father wanted to give the two sisters the same happiness, but he didn't expect that later, Lin Doukou would be jealous because of this, so he made things worse.
So that now their home is fragmented, home is not like home, relatives are no longer relatives.
Lin's mother didn't respond for a long time. Lin Xiahua then said, "my father did it for us. Besides, I never wanted to fight with her! Since her return to China, is it not enough for me to be patient? "
To be honest, Lin Xiahua never wanted to compete with Lin Doukou for a man, so when Lin Doukou came back from abroad, Lin Xiahua quietly accepted all the disputes between her and Xu Yimo, and divorced Xu Yimo once. Even so, the ending did not change.
This love triangle made them all feel tired. Lin Doukou did suffer a lot for it, but she asked for it. She was too stubborn!
"If you really want to help them, why don't you just leave? You are hypocritical, just like your mother. You only pretend to be a good person! " Lin's mother is still a little angry, but she has to fight with Lin Xiahua with her last breath.
This is Lin Xia Huaxian gave up this idea, she has a clear conscience, so she doesn't care what others say."It doesn't matter. You called me back today to say these words. I think I'd better go first."
No matter how to investigate the past things, there is no clue. We can't tell who is right and who is wrong. At this point, no one can change anything, so it's meaningless.
"Wait, you wait..."
Lin's mother eagerly opens her mouth and calls Lin Xiahua back. Of course, it's not to say that. It's just that she mentioned it by chance and didn't control her mood.
"What else do you have to say?" Lin Xiahua asked. She didn't have any sympathy for Lin Mu. Maybe today, she just went to seek peace of mind for herself.
After all, she is also a woman who follows her father and her nominal mother, even if she has no feelings.
Lin's mother is out of breath. What she said just now has consumed all her strength and made her feel tired. She has no strength to fight with Lin Xiahua any more.
"I I want to make a deal with you. I'm dying. I just want to see cardamom If you can get her back to see me, I'll give you this... " Lin's mother finally said her purpose with her strength.
Even though she and Lin Doukou are having a lot of trouble, she wants to see her daughter before she dies, but she has called Lin Doukou many times, and Lin Doukou doesn't mean to come back.
She I think so with regret, a person died in the cold room, so I found Lin Xiahua.
Lin's mother takes out a box from the bedside table and reaches out her hand to give it to Lin Xiahua. Lin Xiahua doesn't know what's in the box. The room is very dark, but she can still see Lin's mother's effort. She tries to give the box to her.
Lin Xiahua just walked two steps in, some doubts from the Lin mother's hand to the box, "what is this?"
Lin Xiahua wanted to open the box to see what happened, but she was pulled by Lin's mother who was lying on the bed. The voice of gossamer sounded in her ear, "don't look, wait until I die! Promise me that cardamom will come to see me... "
Lin Xiahua doesn't know whether she should answer her mother's prayer or not. It's reasonable for her to ignore it, but if she just leaves her, she always feels sorry.
"Well, I'll let you see her..."