Gu Xiaomo looks at the stars, she can be so calm, can be so quick to sort out good mood, facing him.

At the moment, he had a feeling that in front of her, she was a strong man, and he, on the contrary, acted like a weak man, acting very funny and ugly.

But he never had another woman in his heart, so that's where he was really aggrieved.

He wanted her to believe in himself unconditionally.

"I really want to believe you." But do we really know each other

Gu Xiao Mo Ning eyebrows, she he looked at the stars a little puzzled.

Of course I understand.

At the sight of his frown, starlight understood something.

"Maybe in your opinion, we know each other." She laughed softly, a little self mockery and a little bitter. "But I don't think we know each other completely. We haven't been together for four years. "

Gu Xiaomo is stiff.

"Even if we don't get along with each other day and night, even if we just call and video every week, or send messages, e-mails and tell something, we don't get along with each other face-to-face.

Never met, let alone understood, right?

I'm very jealous. Maybe I can't meet you more often than you do with Su Jin? "

Gu Xiaomo's whole person a Lin, his subconscious hand clenched into a fist, there is a moment of heart faint pain.

That kind of pain, let him not say the taste, pressed him a little wheezing but breath.

I'm very nervous.

Especially at the moment, looking at the beautiful girl in front of her, her face is completely quiet and she whispers important words. Every word is beating on his heart like a thousand gold.

Maybe if she quarrels with herself and loses her temper with herself, what else can she say.

But she is now, completely calm, gentle tone, the more such a tone, the more let him feel too heavy.

Ask yourself.

He does often meet Su Jin, but that's because Su Jin and Shang Lin are friends.

"If you don't speak, I know that you also approve of what I said in your heart." Chen Xingguang pulled the corners of his lips again and squeezed out a bitter smile.

"You go out once, come back to think I asked you, you are very aggrieved, but my grievance?"

Gu Xiaomo was shocked.

"Gu Xiaomo, even if we don't meet often, even if you insist on the separation of these four years, I can't change anything?

Because you think it should be.

OK, I'll take it, too.

I like you. In the past four years, I have adhered to the principle that I am with you. For your sake, I refuse many people and even don't go to see any boys.

Is Rong Lichuan, once helped me, sent me a necklace, you can be so angry.

You get angry. I don't mind that to me.

Because I think I'm wrong, so I have the cheek to go to you, I take the initiative to make friends, because I think I'm wrong.

I just shouldn't have accepted that necklace. Even if I didn't respond to it, I felt wrong.

I went back to you and you didn't go into it. I'm glad.

But now?

I haven't been any better. I just ask you why there are fragrance and lip print, and you yell and get angry at me. You look at me with cold and angry eyes. You look at me like that, and it's more like getting angry. "

"Starlight, stop talking." Gu Xiaomo voice hard to stop.

"Why not Starlight gently asked, "if you don't say it, how do you know what I think in my heart? How do I know what you think? Men and women together, in addition to passion, intimate embrace, there are many other things?

I believe that you are not a shallow person, and I do not want to be a superficial person, we all want to be the best of ourselves.

Why shouldn't I be angry with my boyfriend with other women's lipprints? I'm not the virgin. I don't have the feeling that everything can be pressed down without asking.

I can't, I'm sorry, I said so much today, that's what I think. I even thought about a lot of things, and I think I need to tell you what I don't like

Gu Xiaomo was also surprised.

Chen Xingguang has never said so much.

He looked at her and sighed softly. It was he who ignored the starlight that made her feel insecure and brought her so many uncertainties.

"Well, say it, once and for all." He said.

Starlight looked at him, a little astringent in his heart, said so many words, can he really listen to it?

She drooped her eyes, the bright face under the light was full of grievances at the moment, the small face was tense, and her body was also tense.

"I want you, and you want me is probably the same, wholeheartedly, both physical and mental must be highly unified together, otherwise, I would rather not."When she said no, she felt very painful and almost suffocated.

Therefore, it seems that Chen Xingguang's feigned firmness on his small face has gradually appeared cracks.

"I see." Gu Xiaomo nodded.

That's the four words. There is no other word after that.

Chen Xingguang thought he would say something, but he didn't.

She raised her eyes and looked at him, hoping to see some answers or words she wanted.

However, he was still very silent and seemed to have nothing to say.

It was just a word, and he understood.

Starlight wondered if he really understood.

She stood up, did not want to say more, turned to go upstairs.

"Wait a minute." Gu Xiaomo deep voice way, suddenly reached out to hold the star light's hand, this grasps, suddenly found her small hand cold, like ice.

He suddenly looked at the starlight, his eyes were stunned, and his eyebrows wrinkled. He said in a hurry, "how could your hand be so ice?"

The air in the room is very hot. She shouldn't be so cold.

It can be seen that she is in a bad mood.

Did she try her best to say those words to herself?

Gu Xiaomo clenched her hand.

Starlight wants to draw back, but Gu Xiao Mo still clenched.

The temperature in his broad palm is very high, and he wants to help her warm up a little bit. However, starlight's hand is still so cold.

"Starlight." He was a little helpless to say: "I from the beginning to the end, you are the only one, I think this point, you know."

Starlight smile bitterly, she just said a word. "Gu Xiaomo, maybe what you think sometimes is not what you think. There are some things that you may not find out by yourself."

"I don't have one." He said in a deep voice.

Stars smile, the eyes dense out of the moist fog.

She looked at Gu Xiaomo and whispered, "do you know? You hear Su Jin's worried attitude in the police station. It's very hurtful. "

Gu Xiaomo a Leng, frown, seems to be a little aggrieved.

"A friend, if you are very worried, there are housekeepers, uncle Lu Yun, and Feng's staff here, and they can deal with them quickly. Any of them is faster than you, but you still do it yourself. I really can't help but doubt it. Even if I try my best to convince me that I should trust you, I still can't do it.

Because I remember that in the past four years, no matter what kind of troubles and anxieties I encountered, you were still in Boston. Let me handle it by myself, let Ruixi and Xia Xia, as well as the housekeeper, or uncle Lu.

But your friend came to England, a phone call, you fly away, you are my boyfriend, you say, my mood can be calm? "

With that, the tears of starlight fell out.

But she still raised her head and turned to the other side, trying to keep her tears from falling.

She didn't want to decorate herself with tears and look so fragile.

Gu Xiaomo slightly forced, trying to pull her into the arms.

But starlight pushed him away, very hard, also very firm.

"I want to calm down, I won't run away from home, and you don't have to worry about me." Star light light light finish saying, turn to go upstairs.

Downstairs, Gu Xiaomo stood there for a long time without moving.

He frowned at the starlight figure.

He found that he could not refute, because his star light, every word is loud, not unreasonable.

For the first time, he really felt her reason, much better than he thought.

And he, really, didn't do very well.

He stayed downstairs for a while and went upstairs.

When sleeping at night, starlight back to him, he pasted in the past, took her, close to.

Starlight said coldly, "I don't want to do it. Please respect me."