Chapter 1504
"You know Xiao Mo very well." Fashion forest has to admit it. "He won't agree to break up. I don't think it's inappropriate for you to break up. It's just that you don't know how to deal with emotional matters. Maybe what you see is just one-sided. Although I know Xiao Mo is a little conceited, he is still very serious about feelings."
"I'm tired, little uncle." Starlight whispered, "I don't want to be afraid any more."
In fact, the separation of the two places had a lot of suspicion, she did not want to worry about her own gain or loss.
"Well, don't worry about it. Get well first." The fashion is forest road.
"Well." Xingguang also did not say what, just told Shanglin to keep her abortion confidential and didn't want everyone to know.
She does not want to take good care of aunt, because this matter let Gu Xiaomo put forward to be responsible for himself.
When Gu Xiaomo came back, Shanglin left.
Before leaving, Gu Xiaomo simply said the meaning of starlight. After listening to it, his brows frowned.
When I returned to the ward again, a strong smell of smoke came, and starlight coughed immediately: "cough"
too choking.
Starlight a cough, Gu Xiaomo a little anxious, "Starlight?"
He ran over and patted starlight on his back. As a result, starlight coughed even more.
"Go back and take a bath." Starlight said: "you smoke too much, take a bath and eat something, I feel good now, do not want to smell smoke."
Gu Xiaomo was stunned and more upset.
He nodded for fear of choking on the starlight. "I'll let the nurse take care of you. I'll take a bath, change my clothes and come back."
"Well."
Gu Xiaomo left, Xingguang was discharged.
Originally, Gu Xiaomo was comforted by Xingguang's meal, but what he didn't expect was that Chen Xingguang left the hospital that morning.
Just when he found out, starlight was already on the plane back to England.
He looked at a letter on the hospital bed with only one paragraph: Gu Xiaomo, I'm back in England. You don't have to blame yourself for this. It really has nothing to do with you.
I know what I say you may not feel that way, but it really has nothing to do with you. It's my own problem.
Breaking up is also my own problem. I always feel that we are not suitable. No matter how much I love you, I think it is not appropriate because I want all of you if I love you very much.
Perhaps this kind of love may be very selfish, so it also let me lose the child, I have nothing, this time is also alone.
We don't have to meet and you don't have to blame yourself. It's all my own choice of road. I'm willing to pay any price for the road I choose, and I don't blame anyone.
In the future, I hope I can walk by myself without being disturbed.
I really don't want to stay in Boston, so I'm leaving. Don't look for me. I'll take care of myself. Goodbye. I hope we'll be friends again. Stars stay.
After Gu Xiaomo saw the letter, the whole person was stupid. His heart was like a knife. He had no time to think about it. He immediately made a flight and went to England with starlight.
After the starlight got off the plane, she was covered with cold sweat, took a car back to the school dormitory, she lay in the dormitory for a long time.
When he arrived, Gu Xiaomo returned to his home in London.
The housekeeper was surprised when he saw him: "big, young master, how did you come?"
Ignoring the housekeeper's flowers, Gu Xiaomo asked, "has Chen Xingguang ever come back?"
The housekeeper was very surprised and shook his head: "no, Miss starlight hasn't come back for more than a month. She called her and asked her that the school's project was very busy and she had no time to come back."
The housekeeper reported seriously, but Gu Xiaomo didn't have much patience. When he heard that the star didn't come back, he immediately turned around and left.
as like as two peas in the house, he found himself in the same place as he left a month ago. The room was covered with thin dust and no care. That is to say, no one lived in Oxford.
He came to his room on the second floor.
No one.
The whole villa was empty and there was no one.
Gu Xiaomo's heart was once again seized by the pain, he found that he could not find the star.
Xia Xia was right. He didn't know about starlight. His understanding of starlight was only one-sided and self righteous.
He can only find the whereabouts of Chen Xingguang through his own way. In fact, he does not know where Chen Xingguang is now.
However, according to his understanding of Chen Xingguang, he felt that she should be in the apartment of the school at this time, because there seemed to be no other place for her to go besides the school apartment.
So he first used network technology to verify Chen Xingguang's apartment, and then went straight to her college. He came here in a dusty way and asked people to ask after arriving.
As a result, starlight is really in the dormitory, Gu Xiaomo instantly relieved.
However, thinking that starlight's physical condition is not suitable for living in the apartment, it's not so convenient to eat, drink and take care of, so he especially wants to take the starlight back.So Gu Xiaomo didn't think much about it, so he called and arranged for Lu Yun to find someone to clean the villa for himself, and then fill the refrigerator with food, and the deadline was two hours.
Do these well, he slightly tidy up himself, appeared at the gate of Chen Xingguang's dormitory.
The sudden appearance of oriental men makes people exclaim.
Starlight lay in a daze and saw a tall figure at the door. She was very surprised. She looked at Gu Xiaomo with a look of amazement and anger in her eyes.
"You're here. Why are you here?"
"I'll leave in a week, and now you're going back with me to take a good rest." Gu Xiao Mo's expressionless mouth way.
But his tone was full of supplication, and he was not a direct command.
Starlight can be heard, she looked at Gu Xiaomo for a while, only feel that the heart is particularly complicated.
Just when the star hesitated, Gu Xiaomo came over.
"Are you coming down with me, or am I holding you out of here? You think about it. " He said.
"I'm not going. Why am I going? Why are you here? Didn't I leave a message for you? Why do you always try to force people to be difficult? "
"Because you didn't take good care of yourself, because you didn't come back to your home in London or even to Oxford when you came back to England, you came to the dormitory.
I don't think you can take good care of your body here, so I have to take you Gu Xiaomo seriously answered the question of starlight.
His eyes are fixed on Chen Xingguang, the seriousness of his eyes makes Chen Xingguang surprised, and he will not allow her to have such an attitude.
Chen Xingguang was frightened by his attitude. She was stunned for a moment and could not refute it.
Gu Xiaomo is no longer waiting. He takes a look at Xingguang's bag. The bag in the hospital is directly carried over and hung on his shoulder. Then he reaches out to hold Xingguang.
Starlight startled, immediately patted his hand, "I'll go by myself, you don't have to hold me."
"It's late now. I have to hold you. Your body is getting weaker and weaker." He looked down at the starlight, and his whole face, which had no blood color, was as thin as a palm.
His heart is as broken as the pain, pain suffocation.
His handsome face is also a pain, slightly pursed his lips, bent down to take the starlight from the bed, Gu Xiaomo did not look at anyone, so he left her school apartment with starlight.
Looking at this scene behind her, the girls were all interested, "that Oriental man is so handsome."
Gu Xiaomo took her back to her home in Oxford. The people arranged by Lu Yun cleaned up the house, and starlight found it clean after entering the door.
She didn't dare to come all the time. She wanted to wait until she was in a better mood and clean up the place.
But I didn't expect to get pregnant later. In this week, she was not in a good mood, and she was not in the mood to clean up. A lot of dust has fallen here. I didn't expect to come back here clean.
It seems that Gu Xiaomo asked someone to clean it.
He took the starlight in and put it on the sofa. Then he squatted in front of the starlight and looked at her with the eyes full of pain and Entanglement: "starlight, I know that nothing can be done to heal the trauma in your heart. I don't say anything. You can keep your body well, OK?"
Starlight looked at him blankly.
His eyes were in pain.
"I'm not without health." She said, "don't think so. I'm really good."