Chapter 359
Chi Jingxi gazed at her with deep regret and heartache.
"I won't hurt you any more." He said.
If Gu Xiaozhu could hear it, he would ask what he meant.
However, at the moment, she was deeply moved and did not hear clearly.
Her eyes are more than a layer of fog, looking at him, voice trembling: "Chi Jingxi, you are a good man."
He's stuck in his mind, good man?
Is that him?
He was the one who hurt her.
He is a policeman, how can he not understand the power of it.
He didn't do other unconscionable things. Xiaozhu was the only thing in his life that owed his conscience.
When she said so, he was guilty and did not dare to look into her eyes.
The heart is extremely painful, also extremely heavy.
"I'm not a good man." Chi Jingxi spoke hoarsely.
"No Xiao Zhu shook his head. "You are a good man."
Now men and women, are eager to see the face on the rush to sleep together.
How can Xiaozhu not know.
Chi Jingxi looks very down-to-earth.
She just doesn't want to be with men. On the one hand, she has a shadow in her heart. On the other hand, she has low self-esteem and no confidence.
But this man is willing to be tolerant.
Even if her heart is hard, she will be moved.
The warm moist fog whirled around her eyes and gazed at him. She worked hard for a good person once, to make others the best, and to fulfill herself second.
Chi Jingxi is also moved, he choked: "bamboo, you are a silly girl."
It's easy to trust people.
"Chi Jingxi, you are a fool." Xiaozhu seems to be on the bar with him, to earn a long and short: "I am so active, you also push three obstacles, you are a fool."
She said, lowering her head and tightening her hand. As soon as the hand around his neck was tight, his breath became more rapid.
"Xiaozhu!" Chi Jingxi narrowed his eyes and cried out in a low voice.
"Then I'll do it." Although Gu Xiaozhu was hesitant, he still wanted to try bravely.
A lot of her inner emotions were suppressed and all her fear of men was abandoned. She bowed her head and held Chi Jingxi's lips.
"Oh Chi Jingxi's whole body is stiff and can't control a low hum.
Xiao Zhu doesn't care. Keep going.
Chi Jingxi is shocked by her soft touch.
Gu Xiaozhu did whatever she wanted with the strength of wine. Her hand slipped down his neck and began to act like a loach on Chi Jingxi's body.
"Xiaozhu!" Chi Jingxi exclaimed again, which was already a little out of control.
"Hush! Don't talk. " She raised her head slightly, and without looking at Chi Jingxi, she bowed her head again.
Warm breathing intertwined with each other, Chi Jingxi felt that his old gun had reached the point of wiping the gun off fire.
How could he stand such provocation that he became stiff all over.
Gu Xiaozhu completely relies on the belief in his heart that he is a good man. Don't hurt him.
Gu Xiaozhu wants to save himself.
She felt that she had to go out that step, be brave, and be brave a little more, in order to really save her soul, which has been suffering for many years.
She was miserable.
There are too many impulses in her heart that make her so.
But the thought of that year, that night's pain, she felt the whole body of fear gush out, she was very afraid.
The body suddenly shrunk.
She shook her head, don't think, don't think, can forget.
Gu Xiaozhu tried to make herself brave, not afraid of hands and feet. She reached out to pull Chi Jingxi's clothes.
But, inadvertently, her hand crossed his trousers.
"Xiaozhu!" Chi Jingxi was stunned and quickly grasped Xiaozhu's hand. His voice was hoarse: "wait a moment."
"No She shook her head.
"Good!" Chi Jingxi's hoarse voice is no longer idiomatic, and his heart is surging and uncontrollable. "Get up, don't be on the ground."
It's cold ground. They can't be on the ground.
Even if something really happened, he wanted to give her the best feeling, not such a cold ground.
Gu Xiaozhu slightly froze, raised his eyes to see his blue veins highlighted appearance, so anxious, so forbearance and restraint, her heart was flustered, eyes quickly dodged.
Chi Jingxi turns over, gets up, picks up Xiao Zhu and goes to the bedroom.
Soon, Gu Xiaozhu was put on the bed. Chi Jingxi looked at her with deep eyes, attachment, pity and incomparable complexity.
"Xiaozhu." Chi Jingxi looked at her blush, but she was still worried. "Are you sure?"
Xiao Zhu thought about it and nodded. "I'm sure."
She must try."Good!" Chi Jingxi bowed his head again. When he bent down, Gu Xiaozhu's hand caught his neck.
She tried to be bold.
However, when Chi Jingxi bowed his head to kiss her and wanted to go further, it was time for danger.
Gu Xiaozhu's mind surged out that day.
That's the same. The man was desperate to catch her and give her no chance at all.
She panicked.
Breathing suddenly, her body also shrinks unceasingly, the whole person, the whole heart all became incomparably frightening.
Her eyes dodged and she cried in fear, "no! No
Chi Jingxi is flustered. He stops to look at Gu Xiaozhu. The sweat on his forehead drops down and drops gently on Gu Xiaozhu's face.
Gu Xiaozhu shivered and struggled, "no, I don't want it."
She shook her head, and all of a sudden the whole person fell into a boundless silence, as if it were boundless despair.
Sweat began to appear on her face and body, and soon her clothes were soaked with sweat.
Chi Jingxi found that she was pale and faded.
Changed.
It's a natural manifestation of fear reaching its limit.
He quickly got up, put on his clothes, hugged Xiaozhu with a quilt, and said softly in her ear: "Xiaozhu, it's OK, it's OK, no one can hurt you, don't be afraid, good girl, it's OK, it's really OK."
However, Gu Xiaozhu still shook his head, lost his bloody face, and constantly had cold sweat coming out.
She shook her head and sobbed: "I'm afraid, don't, really don't, please, please, please, please let me go!"
Chi Jingxi's heart is suddenly grasped by something, almost suffocating.
He seemed to be wrapped in a big net, unable to find a breakthrough, unable to breathe, and the pain was unbearable.
Xiaozhu, is that what she said can't succeed?
Once remembered, her body would tremble uncontrollably, unable to accept men.
It's her shadow, it's also a heart attack.
She wanted to overcome, but at the critical moment, she couldn't do it.
He hugged her across the quilt and said in a soft voice: "dear girl, don't be afraid. No one will hurt you. I will protect you when I'm here. I will protect you. Xiaozhu, don't be afraid."