After hearing the wind Yi Chen say so, Gu Hao's tense mood is a little bit relaxed, but I can think that Mr. Lin actually found Feng Yichen as a lobbyist, and he also went to see the old man. Gu Hao was very upset.

A kind of inexplicable irritable mood surged up, let her not consciously frown.

Wind Yi Chen can see that her mood is unstable, involving the affairs of grandmother, she is always like this, mood is easy to be unstable.

"Why are you going?" Gu Hao looked at him and began to complain: "if he asks you to go, will you go to see him?"

The wind Yi Chen small voice way: "I am not afraid that he should not pass tonight, I do not go, is a lifelong regret, always want to know how he thinks."

"What do you care about him?" Gu Hao exclaimed, "how can he treat my grandmother badly? You don't know. Why do you want to see him?"

Wind Yi Chen sees Gu good mood is excited, also dare not speak, in the end oneself did a few things wrong.

Gu haozhen's eyes are flushed and her emotions are complicated and interwoven, which makes her extremely irritable.

Recalling the years when I left my grandmother, I took my children outside. The emptiness, loneliness and dependability made her feel no sense of security.

It's a pity that I didn't see my grandmother last time. It's not so much that she complained about the injustice for her grandmother, but that she was more angry with herself.

She hated herself, so she was so depressed.

Feng Yi Chen looks at her this way, also very distressed, very patient looking at Gu Hao, soft voice of comfort: "I'm not good, I should not go to see him, more should not tell you."

Gu Hao's heart is suddenly blocked, and he looks at him with his eyes full of red water.

"I know you're upset that you didn't spend the last days with your grandmother, and you're sorry all your life."

Gu Hao's heart trembles, and big tears slide out.

He said it to her.

"You blame the old man more than yourself." The wind Yi Chen also is the eye that locks up Gu good, the word front turns, "in fact, the person that you should complain is me."

Gu Hao's heart jerked, tightly, a little stuffy, she still looked at the wind Yi Chen, in the heart is more shocked.

He opened his thin lips and said, "I made you pregnant. I haven't been with you yet. I've made you so hard and vagrant for so many years. I've been through a lot of hardships. I'm scared. I've suffered a lot because of Ruixi."

"I can't blame you." Gu Hao shakes head, she is not without reason, won't blame wind Yi Chen without reason.

"No!" Wind Yi Chen is also deep voice way: "all this is because of me, because I let you suffer so."

The suffocation of the heart suddenly disappeared at this moment.

Gu Hao looked at the wind Yi Chen, tears from the eyes slide out, pousu straight down.

Tears congealed in the long eyelashes, the stars twinkle, weak people can not help but want to protect her.

"Because I didn't take responsibility in time. If I was responsible in time, you wouldn't have left. It's my fault that I didn't let you and Grandma see each other in the end." The wind Yi Chen murmurs in a low voice, will take good care of the body to embrace in own broad bosom, in the eye has the chagrin and the apology flash by.

This is not a casual remark. It's more of a real apology.

His handsome face was deeply remorseful. "I'm also very sorry for this. I was thinking, what if this is really the wish of my grandmother? After all, she left Jiangnan and went to Jibei to be single all her life. Why? "

"You don't understand." Gu Hao shakes his head and holds the hand of Feng Yi Chen. He finds that there is sweat in his palm.

Gu Hao suddenly realized that Feng Yi Chen was also nervous and afraid of getting angry.

She raised her face and looked at him, "grandmother is too bitter, really too bitter, a woman, nothing, so many years really too bitter, too bitter."

"I understand." Feng Yi Chen word by word: "before I did not understand, now understand a lot, I know how hard you are, know how difficult grandma is."

"No, Yi Chen." Gu Hao shook his head. "My grandmother suffered more than me. At that time, she was very poor. She was penniless and wanted to have a meal. She had no clothes to wear. My mother was sick, and my grandmother was also sick. That kind of taste could hardly endure. It was too bitter."

"Fortunately, I found you." The wind Yi Chen stares at Gu Hao, the bottom of the eye is affectionate: "I will never let you go again, and will never let that kind of misery reappear on your mother and son."

"Yi Chen, more bitter, is not the material life, is the suffering inner world." Gu Hao again whispered, "I really want to cry, it's hard."

"I understand." Wind Yi Chen light voice way: "want to cry, cry in my arms, after, here is your harbor."

Gu Hao was stunned. The warm feeling came and melted the obscurity and darkness that she had repressed for many years.

Feng Yi Chen looked at her soft nestling in his arms, caressing her long hair with his big hand. The softness in his hands made him deeply attached: "the old man is also very poor, and there is no one to rely on. He knows in his heart that the three children are not promising, and he does not want Zhonghuai to forgive him. In fact, he himself can not forgive himself.""Don't mention him." Gu Hao's body trembled, and his tone was uncontrollable.

"If you don't mention him, it's an act of stealing the truth." The wind Yi Chen soft voice's opening: "I know you in the mind is annoyed, the old man son is so cruel to the grandmother, but now he also knows to be wrong."

"He knew he was wrong. Could he make up for my grandmother's fifty years of loneliness?" Gu Hao frowned: "he is wrong now. What can he make up for? What would he have done if he wanted to be buried in an urn with my grandmother

Feng Yi Chen naturally understands Gu Hao's mood.

He knew that Gu Hao was trying hard to bear it. She was such a strong girl that she seldom cried. What he saw was very few. When Ruixi was found, she cried so sad because years of despair turned into hope.

The wind Yi Chen is also a long sigh tone, on the face of Jun Lang is the regret that cannot suppress and helpless.

"I'm sorry." Gu Hao hears the sigh of wind Yi Chen, in the heart a tight: "I am not angry with you, I am just a little sad."

She retreats from the bosom of wind Yi Chen, walk to the bedside, sit down.

For the Lin family, she has a strong sense of powerlessness. The more she wants to get rid of this emotion, the more difficult it is to do so.

Feng Yichen stood by the door, quietly staring at Gu Hao's slim figure, walked over and sat down behind her? It's not that I don't know you. "

Gu Hao wiped a handful of tears, took a deep breath, turned his head, looked at Xiang Feng Yi Chen, on his deep eyes, "Yi Chen, you mean, do you want me to promise?"