"I, Feng Chun'an, like you. I'm impressed by your talent. Because you married me, you can't show your ambition. You've been decadent for more than 20 years and miserable for more than 20 years. These are facts. I don't deny them. However, I didn't kill your lover. I tested her and she promised me. I was happy and lost and went back to the palace. I didn't expect her to die. I didn't expect her to hang on her back foot as soon as I went out. I don't know what she said to you who hurried home with that tone.

But what she told me was that she was honored. I really didn't expect her to die.

However, I don't kill Biren, but Biren died because of me, so you're right to hate me. After all, that's the woman you love most in your life. In fact, my stupidest thing is that at some time, I think you have the same regret as me. I regret that I didn't meet each other earlier. I regret that I'm not the most innocent myself. Your occasional eyes make me think you like me. Therefore, I'm presumptuous and didn't control myself

My heart. "

Princess Anguo said, showing a touch of loss at the bottom of her eyes and a faint smile on her face, as if it were a memorial to the past.

Xue Renfu listened and slowly clenched her hand with the scroll. In fact, she was right sometimes.

At that time, he really... Liked Chun'an like fire. He had never seen such a woman who could burn him. He also regretted that he had a family background and was not worthy of Chun'an, because she was a princess and she was a famous Princess of Anguo.

But then, it happened so suddenly that his original wife left a letter saying that she couldn't stand the arrogance and coercion of Princess Anguo and finally chose to hang herself..

With her last breath, she asked him to promise that she would be loyal to her all her life and would not marry again.

At that time, he nodded and agreed.

Therefore, when Chun'an forced him... He collapsed. He rejected her, hated her and didn't want to see her more.

Princess Anguo did not know what Xue Renfu was thinking at this moment, and continued:

"Renfu, over the years, I've been angry with myself and you. I've occupied you. I know you don't want to see me, you hate me to the bone, and you want to kill me, but I won't let you go and let you sink into this quagmire with me.

Do you think I like flattery when I have so many parties? How could I not know those people, but looking at the face of Princess Anguo, if I were a powerless person, who would come?

I just... Want to take the opportunity of the party to see you. After all, on such an occasion, we must appear as loving husband and wife. I am greedy for that moment of false tenderness. Even if you say princess, be careful, I can aftertaste many days in my heart.

That's all I want. "

Princess Anguo held these words in her heart for more than 20 years. Over the years, no matter how happy she was, her face was still cold and alienated.

Now suddenly speaking like this, a stone pressed tightly in my heart seemed to fall slowly, and my whole body was much more comfortable and transparent.

At that time, I was too young to catch everything, so I childishly thought that love was ok, so when you cursed me and refused me after your lover died, I was angry for a moment, and I had to let you be the son-in-law. This is the most wrong thing I did. In fact, the most thing in the world that can not be forced is love. Xue Renfu, I'm sorry for forcing you for so many years. Now, I'll let you go. We say goodbye to each other. As for the emperor and the empress dowager, I will say it. I have figured out an excuse. You don't have to worry that your Xue family will be implicated. " Finally, said this sentence, in my heart

Uncomfortable at the same time, but also a sigh of relief. Facing the real yourself, it turned out to be a relief.

"Chun'an..." Xue Renfu opened his mouth and his eyes were hot.

"Take care." Princess Anguo finally turned and walked into the room. The cloak fell to the ground and was blown up by the wind.

Xue Renfu stood in the yard, watching her close the door and isolate each other.

The wind blew and it was a little cold. When it blew across his cheeks, he felt a little cold.

After a long time, until the candle in her room went out, he turned around and left with the picture scroll.

In the house.

Princess Anguo looked at the distant shadow outside, and two lines of clear tears fell slowly.

Xue Renfu walked out of Ningde mountain villa. The carriage at the door was waiting for him. The bodyguard saw him and came forward and said, "where are you going, son-in-law?"

"Where are you going?" Xue Renfu was confused.

Yeah, where?

"Go to the bookstore." He said.

The bodyguard was puzzled and asked, "where is the bookstore that the prince-in-law said?"

Xue Renfu couldn't help looking at the bodyguard when he heard this question. Yes, how could he forget that the bookstore was more than 20 years ago and had long gone.

He raised his hand and said, "find a restaurant. I want to drink."

"Yes, my son-in-law." The bodyguard said.

Son in law? Xue Renfu was more upright. "Later, it would be a mistake to call the son-in-law's son-in-law."

Then he looked back at Ningde villa, got on the carriage and left Ningde villa.

In the wine shop he used to go to, Xue Renfu drank one jar after another. After so many years, he finally untied her. He should be very happy. This is what he has been looking forward to for many years.

But why, at the moment, I don't feel happy at all. Instead, I feel that I have lost something very important. I'm empty and want to get it back, but I don't know where to find it.

He sat on the ground, and the moonlight poured in through the window. The moonlight shone all over him. When he was intoxicated, he vaguely had the look of a woman like a fire in his mind.

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The next morning.

Shirley walked into Princess Anguo's room, changed her clothes and said, "miss Lingyue has knelt for more than two hours."

"What's the matter? Let her in. " Princess Anguo said after wearing it.

After a while, Lingyue came in, bowed her head, knelt in front of her and said, "Lingyue made a big mistake without authorization. Please punish the princess."

"What's wrong with you?" Princess Anguo took the soup handed over by the palace maid and said.

"I......" Ling Yue looked up and said, "I wrote a peace and departure letter myself and gave it to the son-in-law in the name of the princess. I wanted to excite him in this way, but I didn't expect that he really, really peace and departure."

This is terrible. It not only ruined the princess's marriage, but also failed to live up to her sister's expectations.

"Who said you made a mistake? You did something for me that I wanted to do a long time ago." Unexpectedly, Princess Anguo said.

Ling Yue was stunned and looked up, "princess, you..."

"I've long wanted to give him the book, but I haven't given it. You give it for me, but it's easy for me. You also let me tell him what I've hidden in my heart for many years. It seems to have been sorted out in my heart." Said Princess angoo.

"But..." Ling Yue paused and said, "isn't the princess in love with her son-in-law?"

"Yes, but it's time to let him go." Princess Anguo said, "well, let yue'er, you have done meritorious service. Say what you want, and the princess will satisfy you."

"..." Ling Yue shook her head quickly, "aunt, I'm fooling around. If you don't punish me, it's the biggest reward. I don't want anything."

"If you can't remember now, don't worry. If you remember later, come to our palace at any time. This is our promise to you." Princess Anguo put a red gold bracelet on Lingyue's wrist and said.

Lingyue bowed her head, stroked the bracelet on her wrist, hurriedly knelt down and said, "Lingyue, thank you for the princess's reward."

"Well, one of the concerns of the palace has been, but the second husband has been 'abandoned' by the palace. I think there will be many rumors again. The palace wants to go back and have a good control." Said Princess angoo.

Make the moon lower her head, slightly stunned, control?

"Ling Yuer, don't you understand what this palace means?" Princess Anguo asked faintly when she saw her confused face.

Ling Yuer shook her head and said, "Ling Yuer doesn't understand. Please make it clear to her aunt."

"Don't I have so many legends? Which one are you not afraid of? " Princess angoo said.

"Legend..."

She suddenly realized that it was her side that the princess was trapped by love, but the princess was also her side that planned strategies and was fierce and domineering. There were many legends on her, both true and false, but each legend was enough to make people feel afraid and afraid of offending her.

In fact, this is also a strategy for the princess to manage power: let all gossip become weapons, wrap them up, and don't easily let anyone peep into the tunnel.

Ling Yue slightly raised her head and looked at the princess in front of her. Her sister was right. Princess Anguo is an unfathomable woman. You can't think you know her because of her side.

Two days later.

Princess Anguo left Ningde villa and was ready to go back to the princess's house. She looked back at the villa, and a faint light flashed across her eyes. This was the place where she ended her second relationship.

Early this morning, the imperial doctor still felt her pulse and said that her pulse was better than before.

As soon as she arrived at the princess's house, someone came to report to her that Xue Renfu's son-in-law Xue had drunk all night in the wine shop and said a lot of nonsense. Later, when it was almost dawn, Xue Yicai, the nephew of the Xue family, found him and took him back to the Xue family.

Princess Anguo smiled a little on her lips, but her fingers tightened her clothes and said, "in the future, don't report to our palace about Xue family and Xue Renfu. I changed my clothes and went into the palace to meet the emperor and the Empress Dowager. "

"Yes, princess, I know." Said the slave. The separation of Princess Anguo and Xue's son-in-law will shock the whole court and people. Sometimes, many people will have doubts, and she always has to find a reason acceptable to the Empress Dowager and the emperor to keep the Xue family, Xue Renfu and herself safe.