C823
The night is as cool as water.
Ye Jia was standing barefoot on the cold balcony. It was winter. The weather was very cold and the floor was very ice. But she felt as if she couldn't feel it. She stood in the same place like a puppet.
In my mind, I recall all kinds of things in the past, from her acquaintance with Su Haofeng, bit by bit, as if happy with the enemy, fighting and rioting, and finally feeling dark, slowly, together.
Time slipped away from her fingers, like an hourglass between her fingers. In the end, there was no trace left.
In the end, they gradually missed each other in the famine time, from two strange parallel lines to intersect, finally, they extended to different directions, and then, gradually away.
He changed a lot for her, in the past, she was not satisfied, now, he has found a new happiness.
Ye Jia couldn't help but drop the tears from the corner of his eyes.
He opened his palm, and there was the ring he had given him. He thought she had lost it, but she still held it firmly in his palm. But now, what's the use of keeping it? It just adds to the sadness.
She raised her hand, impulsively wanted to throw the ring out of the window, but at the last moment, she still held the ring tightly in her hand, and then sobbed.
The door of the house outside opened. It was Ye's mother who came back from the hospital. Her condition was not optimistic. The old lady, who seemed to be strong, had a lot of problems. It was like an old machine. In the end, it could not work again. The doctor asked them to prepare themselves, so he stayed in the hospital all the time.
As soon as she entered the door, she heard Ye Jiaqing's cry. Her mother was worried. When she went to the balcony, she saw Ye Jiaqing come out barefoot from inside. Her face still had no tears, but her eyes were red. It was obvious that she had cried.
"Jiaqing, why don't you wear shoes on such a cold day." Ye's mother exclaimed and quickly helped her take her slippers. Ye Jia laughed and said, "I'm ok, mom, how can you come back so late? How about my father and grandma?"
Ye's mother shook her head: "your grandmother's condition is not very good, so your father is with you in the hospital."
Sighed, and then looked at the thin, immature daughter, Ye's mother said heartily, "Jia Qing, come here, sit here. My mother wants to discuss something with you."
"What's the matter?" Ye Jia sits down. Ye Mu holds her hand tightly all the time. She finds that her hand is icy and her voice is hoarse, which makes her heart ache.
However, after hesitating for a long time, Ye's mother said, "Jiaqing, let's get rid of this child."
"Why?" When ye Jiaqing heard the speech, her heart beat and her eyes widened. Before, although her parents didn't agree with her very much, they still agreed after ye Jiaqing's entreaties. Now she suddenly repented, and ye Jiaqing couldn't accept it. Moreover, she had planned to have the child from the beginning. She never thought about it. All of a sudden, her painful heart was convulsing.
"Don't get excited, Jiaqing. Listen to me. This afternoon, I wanted to talk to that young man. You are a girl with a child. What can I do? I don't want this child to be born without a father."
"What are you going to do with him?" At this time, he is ready to go abroad with other women. Her mother is still looking for him. Isn't it belittled?
"I didn't want to see you working so hard, but I didn't see him because I saw him with a woman."
It turned out that her mother had seen Guan Ying, and it would have been good if she hadn't met. Ye Jiaqing's shoulders suddenly collapsed again, which was a sigh of relief. However, Ye's mother said, "I know, you don't want him to know about it. So Jiaqing, I discussed with your father and decided to kill the child. You are not young. If you take a child, how can you find someone else in the future What about it. "
"If I want to look for it, I won't look for it. I can't live with my child."
"Silly child, parents will be old one day, when the child grows up, there will be a day to leave you, then you will be alone, how can you not look for it." Looking at her daughter, Ye's mother is also heartbroken, "and Jiaqing, if you can't give her a complete family, you'll be irresponsible to her. Other children all have their parents. When your child asks you, mom, my dad, how do you answer it? Even if you find her a father, it's also a stepfather, and her own biological There's a difference between fathers. "
"Who said that." Ye Jiaqing thought of Shen Huan and Fu Zhongqian. Ran Ran Ran was not born by Fu Zhongqian, but Fu Zhongqian was not very good to her. Ran Ran Ran also depended on him. What difference did they look like from his own.
However, she did not have the strength to say to Ye's mother, how many Fu Zhongqian are there in this world? How can she be so lucky to meet such an excellent man.
Moreover, there is no one in Shen Huan's heart. If she can't put down her past with Su Haofeng, even if the best man is in front of her, what can she do.
Suddenly, ye Jiaqing can only be silent.
Ye's mother grabbed her hand and said, "Jiaqing, I know it's hard to make this decision, but the long pain is better than the short pain. Now the child is still young, and the operation will do little harm to your body. If you give birth to her, it will be a lifetime thing. Can you really bear the result of such a lifetime?"All his life, such a far away thing, ye Jiaqing never thought about it.
She only wanted to think about Shen Huan can, Qi Jinnian can, she can, but she did not think about how she should deal with one day when her children looked at her with resentment and asked her to have a father.
Parents are also getting old. If they give birth to their children, does it mean that they will take the responsibility with themselves for the rest of their lives?
Ye Jia couldn't help biting her lower lip. The responsibility was really too heavy and too big.
"Jiaqing, it's not easy to give birth to a child. A child is not a toy. You can't just feed and clothe her. You have to be responsible for her education, love and accompany her. Any missing party from both parents can never be made up for. Do you understand? If you really love your child, you can't help thinking about the future for her. "
all of a sudden, ye Jiaqing's head fell down. The difficulties in front of her were not difficult, but could she shoulder the responsibility for the long life to come? For a while, ye Jiaqing was confused.
Ye Mu still held her hand, but said heavily: "Jiaqing, you can think about it for another night. Shall we make a decision tomorrow?"