Pat your head. It hurts.

I have to find shangguanyu. If he doesn't just me, I'll find him.

After finishing the painting, I put it back in the painting palace and went to the small pavilion of shangguanyu. The gatekeeper said that he had gone out of the palace.

I can't wait for him to come back. I also go outside the palace.

People come and go all over the street. It's so prosperous. Where should I find it?

The capital is so big. By the way, Shangguan medicine shop.

I ran, panting and holding the door.

The doctor came out and said, "girl, what's your emergency?"

"I, I find Shangguan, Yu, is he here?" I didn't gasp. Asked anxiously.

The doctor looked at me and said, "yes."

Sure enough, I know him well enough.

Lightly smile: "I want to see him, I am Ni chuxue."

But he shook his head: "the young master of the upper officer is inside and ordered to come down. He can't see anyone."

"Go and tell him that his wife is looking for him. He can't hide." I took a deep breath. Press your chest, run too fast, and your heart hurts.

He looked at me curiously and then went in and said.

I took a breath and followed in.

"No." a violent voice came from the door.

The doctor looked back and saw me, a little helpless.

"Is it really gone?" I raised my voice: "how long will you hide from me? Will you never see me again?"

There was no voice inside. I pushed the door in, a little tight and harder, and finally pushed it open.

The smell of wine in the room was so strong that I was fanning. I pushed the window on one side to let the wind on the river blow away the smell of wine.

The house was full of wine and medical books were thrown everywhere.

I packed up one by one and did not go to see the man sitting by the bed drinking.

It's still full of wine. It seems that he wants to get drunk. Many empty wine jars have been left aside.

Looking down at him, he turned away, his chin black and blue.

I sighed and stroked gently, which hurt my palm.

He looked up to pour the wine. I grabbed it and drank it.

It makes me cough. It's so hot that I don't feel good at all.

He smiled at me, his eyes full of self mockery.

I sat in front of him: "drinking hurts."

He still smiled. I held his face in my hands and said, "don't laugh."

He shook his head and knocked down my hand: "early snow, let me be quiet."

"Then drink here and kill yourself? You can't get drunk at all. Are you drunk? You will still be awake. The prince told me that you are the prince and shangguanyu. What should I do? But I just fell in love with you." I sighed and climbed to him.

He took me to his feet and sat with his head on my shoulder: "first snow, first snow, I'm very upset."

"I know." I held his head, pressed his shoulders, stiff shoulders, how much can I bear.

Too much was added to him, and he was just a person.

How much can life bear? I don't know. At the most difficult time, I didn't intend to give up, and I hope so.

Pick up the handkerchief and gently wipe the side of his face.

He grabbed my hand and held it tight.

"It hurts," I whispered.

He pierced my face with his chin, slightly painful, close kiss, with the mellow smell of wine, making my nose sour.

Gently kissed my lips, trembling, but there was no kiss after all.

I was disappointed. I turned his head and bit him hard on his lips.

Lips and tongues alternate together. I can't tell what it feels like.

Eager to vent their emotions.

Prince, what if you fall in love with him?

He doesn't care about his position or power in the palace, does he?

I let it go and gasped. I looked at his face painfully. "Shangguan, damn you, why don't you let me accompany you."

"I'll tell you something, chuxue." he smiled gently.

That kind of helplessness, that kind of pain. "I'll go to the border tomorrow."

Why do you tell me this? I gritted my teeth: "what about me?"

"Chuxue, I don't want to recognize it. It's my father. Let me call him father emperor. Hehe, don't think about it all your life. I hate such a person most, don't I?" he roared low.

"I don't care, Shangguan Yu, what about me? What about me?" my heart began to panic.

He smiled: "chuxue, how can I face you?"

"Isn't it facing now? Are you going to abandon me?"

"The prince wants you to be his imperial concubine, and the emperor has approved his playing."

I felt dizzy. "What have you done?" I hit him on the shoulder.

"I was listening, watching, watching a joke. Yuzhen committed suicide and shed blood all over the ground. The emperor was angry and asked the nominal mother to make it clear. As a result, it was very hurt."

I covered his mouth: "enough, stop talking."

"It's too late. The prince wants you first before everything is clear. Do you know? Chu Xue, you and I have no fate. I hate all this. It's a dirty selfish."

My tears gently flow: "Shangguan, let's escape."

He grabbed my hand and kissed it. Tears were hot on my hand.

"Outside the city, there is a net of heaven and earth. It's early snow. You think too simply. In this world, few people are innocent, including me. I force my mother." he laughed at himself.

It's never meant to be. He never gives up. He wants to give up on me.

I despise the emperor, a lecherous and incompetent emperor.

However, he is him and the emperor is the emperor. How can they be confused.

Prince, why do you know this.

Stay in the palace, what do I think.

"Do you have the heart to leave me alone?" I asked him.

He smiled and his eyes were full of pain: "I can't bear it, but the first snow, my heart is so chaotic, so chaotic. I think the worst thing is that I'm just someone else's child, but I never thought my father was the emperor. I don't want to. I'd rather not know."

"I know you need time. I'll accompany you. Don't give up so soon. I haven't given up yet. How can you?"

I was confused and kissed his face: "I like you, I like you, I really like you."

"Shangguan young master, the prince's personal guard came to pick up Miss Ni back to the palace." a clear voice sounded.

He chuckled, "do you hear me?"

"I believe you, you have to believe me," I said wildly.

Take his hand and bite hard: "To let this pain go is to believe me and wait for me. You can't leave me alone. Then, you are no longer the Shangguan Yu I love. What about the emperor? What's your business? What's wrong with you? I want your selfishness. Why don't you take it out? Don't you teach me again and again to stop paying for my family? What about you?"

I'm afraid. I'll bite hard again. I have to let him remember.

"How can I be selfish when I meet you." he chuckled.

I pointed to his heart and beat him hard: "wait for me."

I began to get scared, stood up and looked at him: "you have to wait for me. If you leave, I will hate you all my life. I Ni chuxue did what I said."

"If you say you don't like me, you let me go at the beginning. Don't tell me again. You forgive me. What's this? Shangguan Yu, I'm still an innocent person. I'm still alive."

He looked at me, his eyes slowly glowing.

When I came to the door, I couldn't bear it. I rushed up again and stroked his face: "I'm not afraid of anything. Shangguan Yu, I tell you, what I'm afraid of now is that you leave me. You give up me. What's not terrible is that we don't give up."

He nodded and kissed me fiercely on my neck: "first snow, first snow."

I smiled, "yes, that's it. I like your kiss. I'm your Ni chuxue."

"Shangguan young master." someone urged outside the door.

I took a breath and smiled at him, "we're together."

I hurried back to the palace, Prince, Prince, I didn't know him in the end.

To separate me from Shangguan Yu like this, I categorically refused him, didn't I?

I don't know. What's the advantage of him accepting me as his imperial concubine? I have no power, no status, no means, and I'm still a person who can't be used. I'm still very stubborn.

I know. I've been used. What are the consequences? His goal has been achieved. The palace is in a mess, and more power falls on him.

I felt more and more frightened in the palace. I didn't want to go in. Even I had the idea of running away.

When he saw me at the gate of the palace, he didn't say anything. As soon as he smiled, he took my hand and went to the palace.

I struggled hard. He didn't let go at all. He smiled and said, "chuxue, the house in the East Palace, which one do you like to live in?"

"Why?" I shouted.

"In a few days, you will understand."

I shook my head, "I don't want it."

"Chuxue, I'm sorry, I can't help you." he pulled hard and walked with my shoulder: "chuxue, I'll spoil you."

"I don't need it. Please don't play any more. I only have Shangguan Yu in my heart."

"Where's the evil in that building?" he stopped and looked at me. His eyes were full of inquiries.

Seven prince, how long has it been? I haven't thought of him for a long time.

I even envy him. At the border, the Liao people are fighting, thinking nothing, and away from the palace, which makes people hate and annoy.

These annoying things are small compared with the border. However, this is still entangled.

I'd rather go to the border. Although it's dangerous, I don't like being in the palace.

"The seventh Prince won't fight for power with you. If you accept me as the imperial concubine, you just want to defeat him. You're wrong." I said coldly, "there is no love or hate between me and him."

He sighed: "chuxue, me and him, you are separated. I am separated from you, too. I have become the head of your confrontation, haven't I? Why don't you think for me?"

In fact, I have firmly believed in the words of the seventh prince.

The closer he gets to the center of power, the more he changes and becomes elusive.