Chapter 192
I shut my mouth and said nothing.
Hate him, just hate him.
He chuckled and pinched me. "This hair is not good." as soon as he pulled me to tie my hair, my dark hair scattered like clouds, covering my shoulders and face.
His hands are so strong that I can't keep them open.
I gave up and looked at him: "emperor, what are you holding a Taoist like this?"
He touched my face with one hand. "That's it. I think about it day and night."
Let me tremble a little. When I was in the palace, I didn't know him more and more, not to mention now?
Sighed, I Ni chuxue, didn't I decide to go alone? Even afraid of death, afraid of him?
It's just a death at most. I think it's really pessimistic. I never like that.
How precious life is to live, but this is the low line I lean back.
I relaxed, "Ni chuxue, the daughter of the people, knock on the emperor, long live, long live."
I have been a palace maid, a princess and a dead man. In my bones, I still have the habit of a palace maid.
After rebirth, it is regarded as death. It is impossible to pretend not to know him, but I am no longer a palace maid.
He provoked a smile from the corners of his lips: "how fast you run."
I don't turn my head and don't answer. He hooped my waist. "Well, go back with me."
"Can I not go back? I will leave forever. In this life, I have no marriage." I asked.
He shook his head. "What I say is the imperial edict." he picked me up.
A father-in-law brought a horse. He stepped on the father-in-law's back and took me on the Yellow saddle.
The wind and snow was so heavy that he pulled up his white fur to block me and hugged it tightly in front of his chest.
I pulled my hands away and said, "don't think I'm a flower."
I don't have to protect it. If I come, I'll be safe.
What did I decide? Well, they can understand.
This is the best for the three of us. No matter which one I am with, I will be happy. I know they are very good to me.
However, no matter which one, I will feel guilty and feel sorry for one all my life.
And me? Maybe you can't think, and you don't dare to think.
Previously, he was very happy with Lou poxie, but he didn't dare to be happy. He was always good, and there was always some guilt in his eyes.
How I like them before. No one hates anyone, no one looks at anyone, and they are all arrogant people.
No one will admit defeat and no one will let go.
When two people let go, they see many lives disappear. They always think that it is not easy for each other.
Sometimes, too much thinking will be a tie.
The emperor smiled, threw away his cloak and let the people behind him continue.
"I don't believe you will die on it." he said so firmly.
Hehe, this is the difference between people.
Shangguanyu believed, but he was afraid that he would be disappointed if he found it again. He would rather believe and find it again, that is excitement.
How can people who have not been disappointed understand such a mood?
"Why should I look for it?" I asked coldly.
He said jokingly, "I think of you, Ni chuxue."
I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "I don't miss you at all, really."
"Oh, naturally, otherwise, you won't escape. However, the Yan Dynasty is so big that it's all royal land. As long as you're here, I can find you. Just see if you have this heart."
"How about finding it?" I said to myself with a low smile.
"You've never talked to me in this tone before," he said softly.
"It used to be before, now it is now. You can't live in the former corner, Emperor. Now you are the ninth five year old. Can't you give me a freedom?"
He hugged a little: "I like you by my side."
"Have you thought about me? Do I like it?" I asked him.
I think what I said is nonsense. The emperor is high above me. How can I explore the joy and sadness in my heart?
And it's disrespectful.
"Sorry," I vomited.
"When your maids are not full," he said.
I nodded: "how can the emperor distribute slaves?"
"Lian wants to find you, because you are Ni chuxue. No one can replace you." he said overbearing.
Who can replace who in this world?
My black hair was flying. I escaped for less than a year and came back.
Definitely, just because I'm Ni chuxue. No one can replace me.
I stopped talking. When I got to the gate of the town, I was still the lovely dog, watching innocently.
He stopped the horse and said happily, "Lian didn't sleep all night. He has been standing at the highest place, away from the dust. A low vision saw you on the snow, far away. I thought, isn't that Ni chuxue? The surprise is in my heart."
I looked up at the highest house in the town. It was the magistrate's place. It was not surprising that he could be there.
"As a result, what did I see?" he chuckled and pointed to the dog on the wall. "It's so beautiful. It's a bit like you. I chased it with conviction. I believe I've always been good, you said."
I touched my face: "like me?" when did I look like a dog.
Laugh low. Am I as carefree as it is?
He nodded: "like, very cute."
"I don't even know myself, Emperor. What kind of maid do you want?"
"Not a palace maid," he said.
"It's the maid in waiting. I'm stubborn, unless you don't want to see anything."
He hugged me tightly, but he didn't speak. He clamped his horse's belly and entered the town.
I often go down the mountain to buy ink and so on. It's the first time I've come here with such prestige. There are officers and soldiers on both sides. People dare not look at the emperor's horse.
Alas, I didn't feel some comfortable happiness when I went down the mountain. I always have concerns in my heart.
"Long live the emperor." everyone knelt down and shouted.
"Flat body." his steady and powerful voice, especially clear and dignified.
He took me off my horse, and a father-in-law bent down to report: "tell the emperor that the seven kings have opened up the road to the Taoist temple overnight. The slave has prepared the chariot. Whether the emperor will go forward."
The emperor smiled low: "you don't have to go forward."
Holding me inside, he asked softly, "do you want to go up and have a look?"
I shook my head. Since I couldn't break free in his hands, why should I waste my efforts in vain.
On that road, there is also the memory of he Lou poxie. I don't want to go again and think again. It's just a toss.
I have no marriage, so don't think about it. That's my decision.
This is his bedroom, so magnificent.
I picked up the comb and tied up my hair. It was like a Taoist nun. Without a hairpin, I used a hairpin.
Even I find it funny to look in the mirror.
One end is still tied with a rope, and the other end of the hair is still scattered. It's so weird.
He sat on one side and looked admiringly, "do you want someone to find you a Taoist robe?"
He was laughing at me. I put away my smile: "no, it's a Taoist. If you want to be a Taoist, you can be a Taoist."
"What if you cut your hair? How can you afford it?" he was teasing me.
I gave him a white look: "the civilian woman simply got a bald head, became a nun and accompanied by a green lamp."
"Amitabha." he raised his eyebrows.
This man, I blinked and sighed low: "that's my decision. I can tell you clearly that I have no marriage in my life. If you don't force me, I'll go alone. If you force me, I'll go alone."
"Time will change people," he said confidently.
"Prince, your persistence doesn't seem to use a place." I said solemnly.
He raised his eyebrows: "the prince has long been in the past, and now Lian is the emperor."
I'm not angry. If it were someone else, I'm afraid I'd be so angry that I'd kill my family.
"But you still live in the past, Emperor."
"Not anymore." he smiled, "Ni chuxue, well, you'll be the maid next to me."
"Are you sure?" I gently picked the corner of my eyebrow.
He nodded: "you have no jokes."
"Oh, it's the emperor's golden words. Don't be so angry that you'll kill me." I'm very angry. I smile low and feel sour in my heart.
That's good. After a turn, I finally returned to the palace.
Or, the more you want to escape from the palace, in the end, you can't leave it.
The lantern is brighter than snow and lights up everything here. I lit it.
The red carpet was covered, and every table was full of wine, meat, melons and fruits, and some were put on by me.
The warm incense lit up, the clothes changed, and it was still a maid's dress.
If I didn't know that the world outside was not good, I thought it was a time of peace and prosperity.
To the emperor, I am picky in every way. He is very persistent in some things. However, I can't say that he doesn't serve the country and the people.
He has his own plan. I don't guess him. I don't think it's meaningful.
My mind is not big enough to worry about people all over the world. I will always be a selfish person, only worried about what I miss.
Tonight, there will be a banquet for the seven princes, Shangguan Yu and the soldiers at the border.
The war was over when some of them were friendly to China.
The burdens of the two countries are quite heavy. The seventh prince, no, should be the seventh prince. He was granted the title of Lord Protector of the country. Shangguan Yu still had no official or duty and became a noble civilian.
Fortunately, the Taoist nun trapped in the Taoist temple is not a big problem. There are also the kind and wise Taoist priest.
I also knew that she was the first emperor's favorite concubine. After the Taoist priest died, she became a Taoist priest without dust.
In each jade cup, wine was poured.
The clarified wine is very fragrant and has been sealed for a long time.
The emperor doesn't let me stay outside to prepare, because the first person will not be the emperor.
I stood behind the building, blowing the fierce wind of sheep.
"Benefactor." the light voice made me smile.
Turning his head: "it's a great luck that Taoist priest is all right."
She shook her head. "You shouldn't have come back."
"In this world, what should and shouldn't always come back." I grinned.