"Really, let me see." Si Lianye's curiosity was brought up by her and held out his hand to her.

She was naughty and put the book far away: "don't give it."

He raised his eyebrows, suddenly attached himself, and gently blew in her ear: "really not."

Crisp and numb, the ambiguous atmosphere made her blush at once.

When my mind is a minute, I feel my hand is over.

Shen Xiran: "

Si Lianye looked calm and looked through the book: "what's the title of the book?"

His tone was full of doubts. She wanted to laugh at the first sight: "I won't show you. You have to see Ha ha..."

What peerless, what crazy concubine? It's almost the same for ordinary little girls. I can't imagine that Zhuoya, who is usually silent and steady, likes to watch. It's really hard to judge by appearance, hahaha.

She smiled happily here. Si Lianye turned over the book with a black line on his face. What are these written

When he put down the book, he saw her happy. Suddenly, he thought of what the doctor had just said to himself, and his heart sank again.

She was still happy: "I'll see Zhuoya again later. I must smile at her..."

He slowly stretched out his big hand and touched her hand. When he found her hand cold, he frowned: "you're cold."

Or is the heating not turned on enough

She was stunned and smiled, "no, it's OK."

In fact, he didn't say it was OK. When she said that, she found that she was really cold, so she shook her body: "it seems that there are really some, isn't the heating enough?"

Then he groped for the remote control.

Si Lianye's heart sank and held her hand: "I'll come." then she went to raise the temperature of the room several degrees, and then put a thick coat on her.

She felt the thick Plush coat and felt helpless: "boss, I'm just a little cold." she compared a little gesture: "just a little, really."

Si Lianye said forcefully, "that won't work. Your body can't toss like this anymore."

"What, I'm not very good. Now I have children." she lowered her head, touched her stomach and smiled happily: "do you say that the children born are like you or me?"

Si Lian looked at her at night, only feeling that her throat was very dry. What kind of expression would she have when she was so full of joy and expectation

He dared not think any more, but he couldn't help thinking.

He took a deep breath and said to her, "Xi ran, I want to tell you something."

Her hand was stiff and instinctively felt bad from his dignified tone.

What does he mean by that

She hesitated and asked, "can I listen?"

Bad news or something. It's annoying.

Si Lian took a deep breath at night, sat down beside her, grabbed her shoulder, looked at her with a dignified face, "promise me, you must keep calm, okay?"

She looked at him and couldn't help being more serious: "OK, I'll calm down."

He nodded and slowly and hard said what Dr. Lin said to himself.

She was stunned, her face pale, but she didn't say a word.

He finished slowly. Seeing her dull eyes, he couldn't bear it. He whispered, "I know it's hard for you to accept, but Xiran, things have priorities. We can ask for it again in the future, son..."

He comforted her in a low voice and said a long string of words, which was almost the most talked day since he was born. As a result, the other party was as stiff as he didn't hear it. He even looked stiff, and his eyes didn't turn even once.

Si Lianye panicked in his heart. Even though he had been mentally prepared before and understood that her reaction was definitely not good after listening, he was flustered after seeing her slow reaction.

"Hee ran, hee ran, listen to me, can you hear me?" he held her hand tightly and stared at her. "You answer me, do you hear me?"

Maybe his strength was too strong and his voice was too noisy. She blinked slowly and said, "it hurts."

A short word was spit out, which stunned Si Lianye. Then she suddenly released her hand and found that her hand had been caught by herself. She was a little guilty: "I'm sorry, I'm too nervous..."

Before she finished, she stood up and walked gently to the bed. Her mouth still muttered to herself, "I must be dreaming. I must be dreaming. It's terrible. How can I have such a nightmare?"

She walked with a deep foot and a shallow foot, which really seemed to be dreaming. Her voice was also very light and drifting. Seeing that, Si Lianye couldn't help taking a breath of air-conditioning.

"Xi ran..." he rushed up with an arrow and pulled her body back: "you didn't dream, what I said is true!"

Although it's cruel, it's something we have to do and we can't put it off any longer.

So he had to be cruel, looked at her deeply and didn't let her avoid her eyes: "Xi ran, what I said is true, son, let's knock him out sometime..."

Without saying a word, she pushed him hard, turned her head and continued to walk to the bedside: "no, I'm dreaming. I'll be fine when I wake up..."

Then he went to the bed, opened the quilt, lay in it, and covered it neatly.

"I'm going to sleep, ah ye, you too. Don't always be in my dream..." she muttered in a trance and closed her eyes.

He felt a burst of sadness in his heart, slowly sat down by her bed and stared at her tightly: "Xi ran..."

Shen Xiran suddenly turned around, hugged the quilt and left his back to him.

He looked at her thin back, with a suspicious light flashing in his eyes: "Xi ran, I know you're listening."

Shen Xiran didn't move. He looked like he was really asleep.

He continued slowly, "I know you are in pain, but so am I. believe me, my pain will not be less than you. That is also my child. I hope you can give birth to a child for me than anyone else, but the facts are in front of me. Xi ran, you can't escape reality."

Shen Xiran was still motionless, but if someone looked carefully, she would find her figure holding the quilt trembling slightly.

Si Lianye still said slowly, "you are very painful, so am I. my pain is no less than you. If possible, I will do everything I can to make you have children, but it is impossible now. Otherwise, don't mention children, even you and I will lose. Xi ran, I can't bear the result, you know."

Shen Xiran's shaking became more intense.

He looked at her deeply: "I can't bear the consequences of losing you, so let's face the reality, okay? I promise you, when you're well, we'll let the child come back, okay?"

His voice sounded very calm, but it was not difficult to find the slight trembling in his tone.

He pursed his thin lips. Seeing that she was still unwilling to turn around and look at herself, he said mercilessly: "I have already told the doctor that I will have an operation later. When the time comes, take care of your body. We will have another child and be obedient!"

In fact, the idea of having another child is wishful thinking. The doctor has warned him that Shen Xiran's body is not suitable for having children at any time, even if she finds a suitable kidney and changes it. Therefore, the doctor has simply told him whether to be an IVF or adopt one directly, Shen Xiran is too dangerous to get pregnant and have children.

Si Lianye's voice is deep, with strong pain, and he personally gets rid of his child, which is an unbearable thing for anyone. Now he not only tastes the pain, but also comforts Shen Xiran. It can be said that such pain is almost unbearable for him.

He said it slowly, and his face gradually calmed down. He had long dreams. Since he had made up his mind, he couldn't delay any longer. The doctor was right. The older the child, the greater the damage to her body.

He got up and went out to consult with the doctor, but as soon as he got up, Shen Xiran suddenly sat up with tears on his face: "Si Lianye, no, I won't have an operation, I won't do it!"

Si Lianye looked at her deeply: "no, you have to do this operation. Didn't you hear what I just said? Your body can't bear the growth of your child. If you go on like this, you'll be unable to stand..."

"No, I can stand it. It's my child. You have no right to take him away!" Shen Xiran stared at him with tears on his face. His eyes were fierce, like the wild wolf in his hand protecting his wolf cubs, with desperate madness.

"Xi ran!" Si Lian's crazy eyes at night gave her a headache: "be rational, this child will kill you!"

"No, he won't. He's my child. He won't do that. He'll be very good!" she said to him recklessly, "I won't let him lose his life like this. I'll never promise to have an operation!"

Si Lianye stood where she was and looked at her: "do you know what you're talking about now, son? We'll have it again, but if you don't..."

"No, no, this child is our child. I can't allow you to kill him because of this. Absolutely not." she looked firm and repeated her position over and over again.

"Xi ran!" Si Lianye had a complete headache. He had thought that her reaction would be great, she would struggle and hesitate, but he should promise to have an operation. After all, normal people would make such a choice. There would be children when they were gone, but if her life was gone, there would be nothing in the future.

But he did not expect that her consciousness of resisting the decision would be so strong that she even had a deep hostility to him.

He sighed and looked at her with sadness in his eyes: "Xi ran, can you calm down?"

Shen Xiran wiped away his tears and looked at him with the same determination as before: "I'm very calm, really."

"Well, let's have a good talk." Si Lianye sat down again and looked at her deeply: "you know, this child can't be born."

"No, yes, he's our child. He'll be fine," she said firmly.

Looking at her with a firm attitude, he had a headache: "don't you believe me, then I'll call Dr. Lin over."

"No, I understand what you mean." Shen Xiran gradually calmed down: "I know it's my poor health that makes the child suffer, but now the child is OK, isn't it?"

He nodded: "yes." she had to check every day. Various reports showed that the child was developing well.