Chapter 51
"Everyone is an adult! It's just fun. Why take it seriously!" Qin Shuhan said with a smile.
"Play... Play?" Lu Anwei was stunned and seemed a little unable to believe his ears.
"Oh! What do you think?" Qin Shuhan looked at Lu Anwei with his arms around his chest: "do you think I would fall in love with you?"
"..." yes, he did think so, but seeing Qin Shuhan's almost sarcastic expression, Lu Anwei's chest seemed to be as stuffy as being punched hard.
"Even if we are together, there will be no future between us." Qin Shuhan's voice is indifferent. She deeply loves the man in front of her, but the man doesn't love her! What if we're forced together? If Lu Anwei meets true love in the future, what should she do? Abdication? Leave in a hurry? Maybe she can leave now, but what if she really can't leave again? Willful and selfish tied him around? In that case, doesn't she become the kind of woman she hates most?
"That's what I want to talk to you about today." Lu Anwei still wants to talk to Qin Shuhan again. He loves her and doesn't want to leave her. He still wants to confess his identity and try it. What if? Even if it's only one chance in ten thousand, what if Qin Shuhan really has feelings for himself
"..." Qin Shuhan seemed to hear his heartbroken voice. Yes, he also knew that there would be no future between them, right! Qin Shuhan said coldly, "let alone talk about it! There's nothing to talk about! You go!"
"Shuhan, stay with me and I will treat you well!" Lu Anwei looks at Qin Shuhan. It's clear that they just fell in love last night! He didn't believe that everything last night was just for fun. He didn't believe that Qin Shuhan would be such a ruthless woman. She always took the initiative to cooperate with herself last night and today's sheets... She's not the kind of woman who plays casually!
"No more!" Qin Shuhan hates Lu Anwei's kindness. Should he fulfill his responsibilities even if he doesn't love himself? Qin Shuhan clenched his teeth and said the cruelest words of his life: "you're just a bodyguard! You don't know when you die. Can you give me a stable life? It's good to play with you. Do you really want to catch up with my life?"
"..." after hearing Qin Shuhan's words, Lu Anwei lost his voice completely. This is his most painful place and the most inferiority complex. It's such a man. He can't even guarantee the stable life of his beloved woman! He likes reading romantic novels very much and envies the male protagonists in the novels. They can protect their loved ones all their lives. These are what he almost hopes
In Lu's family yard, he accidentally saw Qin Shuhan in Lu Enron's room. She was standing by the window. The White Tulle curtain was blown up by the breeze, and her long hair was blown up at the same time... It was like a pool of clear water swept by a gust of wind, and the ripples gradually spread around. The ripples were more and more, gentle and shallow, but it was so beautiful that he felt that this woman was the person he wanted to protect all his life, Aestheticism made him forget his identity, aestheticism made him forget his duty
However, the reality was that he was severely slapped in the face, and Lu Anwei left Qin Shuhan's home expressionless.
Looking at Lu Anwei's figure disappearing in front of the door, Qin Shuhan could no longer control his feelings and cried on the table. Why? She knows she broke his heart, but if not, she may become more and more greedy in the future, but she doesn't think it's so simple now
In the past, she never believed in love at first sight, but the day she met Lu Anwei, she began to believe;
Once upon a time, he never dared to love someone, but at a glance that afternoon, he willfully thought he could love someone
However, the ruthless reality has stubbornly cut off all their thoughts.
Lu Anwei didn't know how he got back to the Lu family or how he got into the room. He just lay on his bed when he regained his mind. The window was red by the sunset, and the pillow towel didn't know when it was wet
For a moment, he really thought Qin Shuhan loved him. He even thought about his married life... But all this was just his wishful thinking.
"Dangdang" knocked on the door three times, and Ji Rou's voice came from outside the door: "Anwei? Are you, are you okay?" As soon as she got home, she heard that Lu Anwei locked himself in the room as soon as he came back. She hadn't been out all day. Ji Rou and Lu Enron were a little worried.
After a while, there was no reply in the room, and Lu Enron also knocked at the door: "anweige, are you okay!"
The answer to them is still quiet
Ji Rou and Lu Enron looked at each other and saw a touch of worry in each other's eyes, but Lu Anwei didn't answer the door no matter how they knocked, which was really worrying.
After another three minutes or so, Lu Anwei's voice came from the room: "I'm fine? I want to be alone."
Lu Enron and Ji Rou ignore one eye and can only shake their heads and leave Lu Anwei's door. They thought Lu Anwei might have quarreled with Qin Shuhan before I didn't want to eat in the room, so they had to shrug and leave. People's little lovers quarrel. It's useless for them to persuade outsiders to make peace. It'll be fine in two or three days.
Lu Wei's maid didn't let them out of the room for three days, but they didn't let them out for a whole step. The matter seemed serious. Lu Enron's mother and daughter had to appear in front of Lu Anwei's house again and shout, "Anwei? You haven't come out for three days! Are you okay?"
"Anvigo! We're worried about you. Will you come out for a minute?" Lu Enron also persuaded, but there was no reply in the room. There was really no way. Lu Enron's beautiful eyes turned and suddenly shouted, "Miss Qin? Why are you here?"
Sure enough, as soon as Lu Enron's voice fell, Lu Anwei rushed out of the door. Lu Enron saw Lu Anwei, who had disappeared for three days. His hair was messy, his eyes were red and swollen, and his beard was broken. He looked very decadent and embarrassed.
Looking around nervously, Lu Anwei realized that Lu Enron was lying to himself. Looking back at Lu Enron, Lu Anwei opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. He was not good at words since he was a child.
"Avigo, do you know how worried we are about you?" Lu Enron saw that Lu Anwei was angry, anxious and distressed: "aren't you here to protect me? What else do you take to protect me now?" Lu Enron took out his mobile phone and took a fierce shot of Lu Anwei's face, and then showed Lu Anwei the picture: "look for yourself, is this still you?"
"..." looking at himself in the picture, Lu Anwei feels so strange. Why has he ever been like this?
"Even if you don't go home all night, lock yourself in your room for three days as soon as you come back, and don't show your face!" Lu Enron's face hated iron but not steel. Originally, Lu Enron was very happy when Lu Anwei didn't go home at night. He probably thought it was reliable, but who knew what would happen as soon as he came back!
"Anwei... Did you quarrel with Miss Qin?" Ji Rou looks at Lu Anwei anxiously. His current state is really not very good.
"She said..." Lu Anwei's voice was hoarse and hard to hear: "she said she was playing with me..."
"Ha?" Lu Enron was stunned and directly denied the reason: "teacher Qin will never be such a person!"
He doesn't believe Qin Shuhan is such a woman! But that's exactly what Qin Shuhan said! Can what she said be false? He still remembers Qin Shuhan's tone, eyes and even the pain in his chest with every breath.
"I also don't think Miss Qin can say such a thing!" Ji Rou said firmly that although she had only met Qin Shuhan several times, Ji Rou could be sure that Qin Shuhan was definitely not the kind of woman who played casually.
"Avengo, are you really sure she meant that? Not what you did wrong or what she misunderstood?" Lu Enron guessed, "did you clearly tell her what you think?"
Ideas? He said he wanted two people together and promised to be good to her in the future! Isn't that enough?
Seeing Lu Anwei's expression, Lu Enron knew that Lu Anwei didn't make a good confession, but it shouldn't be a big problem! But now Qin Shuhan has left for Greece. I'm afraid he can't come back until a few months later! Lu Enron stood on tiptoe, patted Lu Anwei on the shoulder and said, "brother Anwei, believe me, there is definitely a misunderstanding between you two!"
Misunderstanding? Lu Anwei bowed his head, but what Qin Shuhan said was true. He couldn't give a woman the simplest and stable life. He was so afraid that one day he would disappear like Lu Junhao. If so, Qin Shuhan was too poor... Thinking of this, Lu Anwei flinched. Indeed, he was really not suitable to love someone. The word love was too extravagant for him!
Seeing Lu Anwei's expression, Lu Enron shook his head helplessly: "brother Anwei, I know you may be in a bad mood now! But you should not forget your task!"
When Lu Anwei mentioned the task, he had vitality in his eyes. He looked at Lu Enron with a solemn face. At least he was a little like before.
"I'm going out early tomorrow morning. You and Anhu should protect me." Lu Enron looked into Lu Anwei's eyes and said, "tomorrow may be very hard. You have something to eat first, then take a good bath, beard... Don't shave." Lu Anwei, who is already full of masculinity, has a different flavor when growing a beard.
"Good!" After all, Lu Wei has a sad nature and must put away all the tasks in front of him.
Watching Lu Anwei cheer up again, Lu Enron smiled with satisfaction.