She didn't beat around the Bush, saying that she broke up because she found Ye Ziwen didn't love her.

I can't help but stare at it. How can it be! She is the only girlfriend he has admitted publicly for so many years. If he didn't love her, who did he love?!

What else I wanted to ask, I heard her say that her husband was back. I understood that she didn't want her husband to have any misunderstanding, and I didn't want to make them have any gap between husband and wife, so I didn't ask any more questions, so I stood up and walked away, and went to the counter and told the lobby manager to let them have a free table.

That talented girl's words hovered in my head for several days, I still can't think of Ye Ziwen who he loved if he didn't love her. Is there another person hiding in his heart all the time? So he can't accept my confession and get close with other women for so many years.

Thinking about me, I cried inexplicably. For the first time, I felt very tired, and I was rejected again and again. I have been clinging to a man for so many years. I have never seen other boys around me. Then I suddenly realize that maybe there is an indelible figure hidden in the heart of the person I like. Even if it is the persistence and efforts for a long time, they are all apprentices Yes.

This kind of consciousness hit me so hard that I almost collapsed.

My sister-in-law saw me secretly hiding in my room crying. She asked me what was wrong.

I was aggrieved in my heart and told my sister-in-law all my persistence and grievances for so many years.

My sister-in-law said that she would let go when she was tired, so that I would not be aggrieved.

Let go, I never thought to say let go, I am very clear about my feelings between Ye Ziwen, not so much like, more I think it is love.

But sister-in-law said that love is a matter of two people, only rely on one-sided efforts and efforts is not enough, love a person is not for the other party to pay all, can not just blindly indulge him and aggrieved themselves, said has not been responded to, is to consider should let go, don't insist.

But I like Ye Ziwen from eight to sixteen, and now to twenty-five. For seventeen years, that kind of love has almost become a part of my life. The feelings of nearly twenty years let me let go. I really can't do it.

But my sister-in-law's last words made me change my mind. She said that if ye Ziwen came back with a woman one day, what should I do then? My sister-in-law really asked me. I never thought that if he would marry a woman, what should I do at that time? I always thought that the difference between us was seven years old, But I have never thought that if I really want to be a woman he loves deeply, then I still have a little chance. Is it a joke that I have worked hard and persistently for so many years?

My sister-in-law told me that let me try to let go, at least do not let myself run after him, no matter how much I like it, if he really does not give us a chance, then why do we have to force, because love is never something that can barely survive.

I thought about these words for two days, and finally felt that what she said was right. At least don't let yourself run after him. I've been running behind him for 17 years, and it's time to get closer.

Finally, I decided to gamble on whether he had me in his heart and whether he had no feelings for me in his heart. If I win, I think I will win the love. If I lose, I think I should see whether the persistence and persistence over the years are really worth it.

Whatever the outcome of the two, I think it's good for me.

For this bet, I told me that I would quit the habit of calling him. I would not take the initiative to go to him, nor create opportunities to find him. I would try my best to treat him as an ordinary stranger. I even ate with other men and go shopping on purpose.

But at first, I really didn't get used to it. Every time I picked up the phone, I wanted to call him. After several times of pressing the number, I realized that I had to press it.

He didn't sleep with me for a week, because he didn't sleep with me for a week.

Waiting for ten days, he still did not find me once, I think my bet should be the result, the result is that he really did not have me in his heart, and he did not have a trace of feelings for me.

This is the result I had guessed before, but it still made me very sad.

I took a vacation for myself -- the lovelorn holiday. I handed over all the work of the hotel to manager Zhang. Then I carried my luggage and went out directly. I went to many places where I didn't have time to go before because of chasing Ye Ziwen.

I take this trip as a healing, as an end sign of his feelings for ye Ziwen. When I come back, I will forget him all and start my new life again.

Standing under the blue sky of Greece, I took out my mobile phone again and wanted to call ye Ziwen. When I realized that I was too hopeless, I threw my mobile phone into the Aegean Sea.

My behavior scared the American foreigner who stood beside me and took pictures with a camera.He came to say hello to me, I didn't want to pay attention to him, one is because my mood is very bad, the other is because my English is very poor!

Seeing that I didn't speak, he switched to Japanese.

When I heard it, I became angry and glared at him, saying that you are Japan!

He was stunned and said in Chinese that you are Chinese.

I ignored him, turned around and left.

I just didn't expect that he and I stayed in the same hotel, and his room happened to be right next door to me.

I didn't expect to meet him again when I was drinking in the bar at night. This time, he was not afraid of my white eyes and indifference. He said that he and I must be predestined, otherwise, how could I have met so many times.

I took a sip of wine and sneered in my heart. A foreigner told me about fate. How long did he learn Chinese and did he know the meaning of fate.

In the next few days, I often met him. I knew his name. His name was Johnson. He was a photographer. He took pictures all over the world with a camera for more than half of the year.

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