Xinai bent down to get out of the car and shook her body twice. The bad feeling became stronger and stronger. She wanted to shake her head and not let herself think more. What could happen? What could happen?

After getting off, Xinai said with a smile, "calm down, what? Captain Shen, what you said is puzzling. You can't give me a happy word. "

"Let's go first." Shen CE sighed, this is undoubtedly a huge blow to Xinai.

He didn't know what would happen when she really faced the cruel reality. She was still a young girl, and she was only a sophomore. What she had experienced was beyond her age. Now The reality has come a more cruel and fatal blow.

Shen CE takes Xin Aijin into the police station. She was summoned to inquire, so many people know her.

When passing by some policemen, those people all say hello to Shen CE. Xinai feels that after they say hello to Shen CE, they all subconsciously look at her, and there are two words in their eyes: sympathy.

Xinai face always with a smile, but her fingernails have been deeply pinched close to the meat, she did not feel, she was nervous, in fear.

Xinai follows Shen CE through the first floor office, then goes upstairs, turns a corner and stops at In front of the forensics room.

When Xinai saw the three words, she suddenly shivered, then turned and left without saying a word.

When Shen CE found out, he ran up and called out, "Xinai, Xinai..."

Cynthia walked quickly, and in the twinkling of an eye he came downstairs. He took Cynthia's arm and said, "Cynthia, wait a minute."

Xinai's body is shaking. Her teeth are biting very tightly. She is trying hard to control the confusion on her face, but she can't control it. She is shaking and pinning her hair behind her ears. She has tried such a simple action for four times in a row. She didn't go to see Shen CE. Her restless eyes are always looking at the channel in front of her. It seems that she only needs to walk out Here, she doesn't have to be afraid.

See "forensic room" that three words, Xinai whole person is not good, his mind only one idea, hurry to go, the farther the better.

Xinai said to Shen Ce: "I'm worried about one thing. I have to do it. I'm sorry. I may not be able to cooperate with you today. In the future When I have time, I'll talk. I'll go first... "

Xinai spoke in a hurry. Soon, her voice and lips were shaking.

All over her body, even every hair was leaking her fear at the moment.

Shen CE looks at her and feels very sad. He has been troubled since he knew about it. If he is not a policeman, he will not let Xin AI know. He hopes to keep it from her for a lifetime.

However, as a policeman, the truth must be told to Xinai. This is his duty, and Xinai And the right to know the truth.

Shen CE put his hand on Xin AI's shoulder and said, "Xin AI, you..."

He wanted to persuade Xinai to face it, but he couldn't say it. It was so cruel. Finally, he said, "OK, if you don't want to today, forget it. I'll send you back first..."

Looking at Xin AI's appearance, Shen CE didn't pull her back.

Cynthia stood motionless, her head bowed, her hair hanging over her face, only a thin, pointed chin.

Shen CE sighed, gently embracing her shoulder and taking her out.

Go to the front of the car, open the door and help her into the car.

On the way back, Shen CE wanted to comfort Xin AI, but he didn't know how to speak. Later, he thought, "when I was a soldier, you probably couldn't imagine what I looked like. When I first joined the army, I was very irritating. No one would agree with me. I always thought I was the best in the world. Because I was very young, my father sent me to practice martial arts. I thought I was very powerful, but later I was brought by us The company commander of the company couldn't get up, so he became my target and the first person I admired. Later, I joined the special forces with the company commander. Once on a mission, my old company commander was shot in order to save me and other team members and fell into the hands of the armed elements. He was seriously injured at that time and was in danger. We all saw him do it You have to understand the gesture, he asked us to kill him He doesn't want to be a burden to us. "

Shen CE showed a smile on his face, a bitter smile. He said: "but when we saw it, no one moved. We all wanted to fight and try to see if we could save people. I also wanted to, but it's a pity..."

Shen CE said, after a pause, he said: "those armed men are extremely vicious and cruel. I don't want to look at my old company commander and be humiliated by them, so I shot, shot my head in one shot, killed on the spot, and then I retired, came to the local criminal police, I have never been to his cemetery, did not give him a cigarette, because, I dare not

These are things that have been going on for a long time. When Shen CE talks about these things, he seems to be able to see the scene that he once went through life and death with other comrades in arms at the sound of gunfire.

But the reality is that he killed his brother who lived and died together.

He will never be forgiven by others. He will never be able to face the family of the old company commander.Over the years, Shen CE has been living like an ascetic monk, masochistic, trying to atone for a moment of peace in his heart.

He has never said these words to anyone since that event. Today is the first time.

The dusty memory is the color after being dyed red by blood, bloody, dare not look back.

Every time I look back, what's waiting for them is heartache and another torture.

When Shen CE tells Xin AI about this, it's like cutting his own wound with a knife. He says slowly: "Xin AI People live in the world, there are few easy, everyone has a heavy shell, take a step is difficult, like me, live is to atone, in fact, I don't know why to tell you these, it seems to you, what effect, probably, I just want to tell you, no matter how long the dark will pass, no matter how difficult the road, can be finished, the reality is really very difficult Cruel, but we have to face it, because we are still alive... "

Shen CE is not a preacher, and he doesn't know if it's useful to tell Xin AI about it.

But there's always something to say. There's always something to do. It's always necessary to find a way to get rid of her. She can escape for a while, but she can't escape all the time.

Always have to face, if not ahead of time to make her strong, she will collapse.

People live, which is easy?

Stopping at a red light intersection, Shen CE heard Xin AI's voice: "go back..."

Shen CE was stunned. "What did you say?"

Xinai's voice is hoarse: "turn around and go back."

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