Chapter 60: Kuang Xiqing
"Your Majesty, the spies are here to report, this time... I failed again."
Before the palace servants who served tea were retired, Lu Yun, the commander
of the Weiyuan Army, said anxiously, his annoyance was not concealed-this
recklessness Woman, if she doesn't get rid of this irritable temper, how can I
rest assured to entrust the important task?\n...It's really a piece of dead wood.\n"Huh?" I stopped the Zhu Bi who was editing the chapter, smiled and raised my
eyes, looking at her indifferently, but I was relieved in my heart. There was
a sense of loss, but Tai Ban was thankful that she was safe and sound--but I
didn't dare to think about it. Teach anyone to know, even I have to hide it
from myself.\nI am the emperor, the supreme one in this world.\nI can only have all the people in my heart, and I can't fall in love with one
person alone, let alone be merciful to her and break big plans.\nBesides, that person is not only the same as me, but a woman, she is also my
half-sister...sister.\n"If you count this group, you have lost nearly a hundred people, right?" The
question was my other confidant. The secretary and the supervisor were
thinking again; compared to her colleague Lu Yun, she was more calm, and there
were quite a few people. The city mansion is something you can rely on.\n"It's not far away." Lu Yun frowned, and the cow drank a large cup of
Biluochun. He knocked the tea cup on the case "bang", and said gruffly, "But
the spies also said, they and their party Dead to death, scattered and
scattered, there are only seven or eight guards who are with that person. I
will send another group of dead men to rush Minger. I don't believe I can't
take them down!"\n"No need." I didn't care about Yuqian's guilt of impropriety with her. I just
grabbed the disgust in my eyes, raised the pen and approved the word "read",
as if to say casually.\n"Your Majesty!" She looked at me in astonishment, her expression unwilling,
"As long as we give the humble post one more chance, the humble post must..."\n"I said \- no, it must," I saw the same expression on Fang Yousi's face, but I
didn't know it. The cold voice interrupted Lu Yun's persistent persistence,
"From now on. No one is allowed to move her without my permission."\n"Your Majesty..." Lu Yun wanted to persuade him again, but Fang Yousi grabbed
his official robe and shook his head at her.\n——Oh, she winks.\nI smiled soothingly at the two of them: "Get out."\n"Yes." Seeing that Lu Yun was still a little sad, Fang Yousi reluctantly
grabbed her by the collar and dragged her away, but it made me laugh, and the
innocence towards her also faded a bit.\nAfter they left, I put the Zhubi down, leaned back on the back of the chair,
rubbed the top of the sore nose, and sighed silently.\nWhen thinking of seeing her farewell, her stubborn and lost eyes made me feel
sour, and I couldn't help but think back to the past.\nDifferent from her dignified status as the maternal daughter of the palace, my
father was supported by ordinary court servants; and few people know that
before entering the palace, father was once a famous young chivalry in the
world. His martial arts were mediocre. The ability to poison is superb.\nWhen he went to a martial arts festival that year, he ran into the noble lady
in a white suit of fish and dragon. At that time, she was the mother of the
elder daughter. She fell in love at first sight and refused to marry him.\nFor her, he did not hesitate to buy the housekeeper in the palace, and after
many twists and turns, he went into the palace and worked as an ordinary
palace attendant, hoping to take another look at the mother emperor.\nAfter that, I followed the opportunity to fascinate the mother emperor, and it
was a good thing to give birth to me.\nSo, he became a noble monarch as he wished.\nAt first, the mother emperor didn't pay attention to him, and he didn't care
about it. He always firmly believed that he would move the other side. Even if
the mother emperor married the emperor's husband, he was not discouraged.\nBut one day, he came back angrily. After closing the door, he smashed his
favorite set of head noodles and a set of tea sets. They were rewarded by the
mother emperor. On weekdays, the baby had to be like something. He smashed it
without hesitation, showing that he was really angry.\nAfter holding back all the attendants, he didn't explain, he just hugged me
and cried.\nI have never seen my father behave like this. Even when the imperial husband
gave birth to a daughter, he was alone in tears and sadness silently.\nVaguely aware of the problem, I kept asking, and he slowly said to me:
"Qing'er, I only know how stupid I am today! I love your mother, and I do my
best to commit myself to her. , I thought that I got what I wanted, but I
never thought that everyone in this harem was a blindfold that she used to
protect that person. Everything I did was meaningless. The only people she
loved from the beginning to the end were the royal husband’s relatives.
General Sikongxiu! It's a woman, a woman! I'm not reconciled! I'm not
reconciled!"\nI was surprised at the truth of what he said, and I was more worried about his
body; the hideous color on his face made people feel uneasy, as if something
crazy was brewing.\nIn the panic, I had no choice but to try my best to comfort him.\nAfter calming down, he said three things to me:\nI gave your mother emperor medicine.\nYou have to sit in that position.\nNever fall in love with a woman.\nAt that time, I was only a year old, so naturally I didn't understand my
father's obsession and sudden change, but only agreed with his promise, but I
didn't approve of everything he said in my heart.\nUntil that day, I watched him deliver the medicated cakes to the banquet, and
offered them to everyone without changing his face. I also tasted a large
piece of it myself, but I was not allowed to touch it.\nThe dim sum is said to be a folk craftsmanship, added with nourishing and
nourishing medicinal materials, it is very precious.\nThe mother emperor liked it very much, and father often sent snacks in person;
and for the godmother to let go of suspicion, he would accompany him to eat
most of it every time...as time passed, he collapsed first.\nI persuaded him to ignore it, but on the other hand, with a gloomy expression
on my face, I couldn't disclose the matter; on the other hand, he hugged me
and cried, forcing me to swear that I would never follow the footsteps of the
mother queen.\nI had to hug him softly, but my heart became cold and hard.\nAfter half a year, he went, and before he died, he stubbornly held my hand,
and when I nodded solemnly, he let go.\nAfter that, I carried the heavy burden left by him on my shoulders, learned to
be cautious, learned to pretend, but I could no longer find a reason to be
happy.\nAfter my father left, the mother emperor took me by my side and raised me with
her, who lost her father in childhood; since then, I went in and out, ate and
slept together, almost inseparable.\nShe is like a little tail, always following me, unable to get rid of it;
always running around with short legs, "sister" long and "sister" screaming
shortly, noisy and troublesome; but her voice is so Luanuo, with a sweet
smile, showing a row of small white teeth like grains of rice, holding my arm
swaying, so well-behaved... Why do you hate it?\nI find that my feelings for her are closer than I don't hate it.\nIt's strange to say that she is a tyrannical person who doesn't care about
anyone except the mother, but she is not afraid of the sky, but if she doesn't
see me for half an hour, she will cry loudly, and will not listen to anyone's
advice.\nThere was no way, I had to take her by my side and stay with me easily.\nBut no one knows, if I haven't seen her for so long, I will be so flustered
and helpless, as if the sky is about to fall.\nShe loves to cling to me, rely on me, why am I not like this?\nJust quietly converging this mind, never taught people to see the clues.\nAnd my contradictory and tangled attitude towards her began when I was ten
years old when the mother emperor made a word unintentionally.\nShe said: "Han'er, all the people in the world will be your people from now
on, you treat them like the mother, you know?"\nI still remember the silly child’s answer. She pouted, half-doubt, half-
coquettishly: “Why! Han'er shouldn’t be nice to irrelevant people! Han'er will
only treat the mother and the emperor in this life. Well, no one else can
match it!"\nThe mother emperor laughed helplessly and spoiled, but my heart sank-listening
to this, the mother emperor's heart's reserve was afraid that it would be
passed on to her.\nI don’t understand—regardless of my intellectual talent and temperament, I am
far more confident than her. Why does the mother prefer her to be the prince?\nIs it just for the identity of the imperial concubine?\nOr...because she is the niece of the mother's beloved one.\nMy father's face of paranoia and despair appeared uncontrollably before his
death.\nOn the second day, I quietly recruited my father’s most trusted palace
attendant during his lifetime, and ordered him to continue the task of
prescribing medicine; because this prescription is really rare, and the amount
of medicine administered is extremely well controlled, even the imperial
physician who diagnoses the Ping-Ping pulse Be kept in the dark, know nothing.\nAs the days passed, the mother emperor gradually lingered on the sick bed, and
her body became weaker... I was afraid that she was too young to survive, so I
softly ordered the palace attendant to stop the medicine.\nAnyway, just make the appearance that she is weak and unsuitable for storage,
and it is not really going to hurt her.\nAt the age of seventeen, the mother emperor finally couldn't make it through,
and she passed away; I hurried ahead of everyone, dropped her will, and
secretly executed a group of elderly people around her, and planted them in
the palace. To his confidant.\nShe did not realize that she had missed the throne of the supreme under
heaven, but she was sobbing in my arms, mourning the departure of the mother
emperor, like a wounded little beast, seeking comfort from the only warmth—I
have in my heart Ashamed, but I really like the feeling of being relied on by
her.\nIt's as if I am the only one here.\nShe never concealed her emotions, and I also knew that her feelings for me
were not simple sisterhood; I was happy in my heart, but I couldn't accept it,
let alone show a half-shake--but I also couldn't bear to refuse.\nI chose to be ambiguous, if it is to be away, withdraw and leave when she gets
too close; and be gentle and considerate when she is frustrated.\nSeeing her getting more mad and gloomy day by day, my heart hurts so much, and
there is a trace of pain to the extreme pleasure in Piansheng-at least I and
her have an inextricable bond, even if they are torturing each other, what I
care about most is each other. .\nI finally sat on the throne as I wished, but what I did not expect was that
the mother emperor had already made arrangements before she was alive. Not
only did she send her closest guard, Yan Ke, to be her steward, she also
commanded the three armies. The tiger charm is hidden in a place where no one
can find it.\nThe old school in the DPRK also criticized me for my succession, and the
clan’s clan members even heard the voice of "Lidi", and my throne was not
stable.\nAt this time, my support confidant offered strategies and taught me to take
the opportunity to remove the competitor who had the greatest impact on me.\nFather's face was crossed in my mind again, and I was so deceitful, I actually
agreed...I would regret it again, but it was too late.\nThat time, she almost went there, and even the best doctors were helpless;
however, a few days later, news came that she was getting better—I couldn’t
tell how I felt, but was alone in the study the night I got the news. Sit all
night.\nIn the early morning of the next day, the palace attendant came to call the
door, and I wiped my face in a daze, only to feel the coldness of my hand.\nActually, I never really wanted to kill her, but I still indulged my aides to
trick her again and again, even deliberately or unintentionally guided the
public opinion in the DPRK, corrupted her reputation, and taught her to be
deceived by thousands of people. In the eyes of the aides, this is certainly
due to political considerations to weaken her competitiveness against the
throne; but only I know that breaking her wings, teaching her that she can
never escape from my side, That is my real purpose.\nI swear to myself that this is the last time I will strike at her. If I fail
again, it is God's will-God's will cannot be violated.\nI don't want to hurt her, and I won't hurt her again.\nSoon after Lu Yun and Fang Yousi left, my teacher Fu Yunchong walked in.\nShe is my most steadfast supporter, and also one of my great reliance on the
court.\nI respect her very much-although sometimes, her stubbornness and inhumanity
make me hate it.\n"Your Majesty, after the King Ling comes back, there will be a few months
later, she will give a Shao Li." She took a sip of tea, and then said solemnly
to me.\n"I know... what good strategy does the teacher have?" To pass the ritual means
that I can formally Nafran, and a powerful foreign family is bound to pose a
greater threat to my status and give political opponents an opportunity to
take advantage of it. ——As long as there are married sons in the family, they
will not let go of this opportunity to climb to the top of Lingwang.\n"The eldest son of the veteran, he is seventeen and has not yet been married."
She smiled slightly, with confidence in her eyes.\n"...I understand." I nodded, trying my best to keep the modest and gentle
smile on my face, but the anger in my heart rose from wave to wave, almost
turning into flames and burning all my sanity.\nAfter she flicked her sleeves and fluttered away, I couldn't help but squeeze
out the tea cup at hand.\n——In order to sit on the throne, I forced myself to marry someone I didn't
like; now, I want to give her a marriage and force her to marry someone I
don't like... What's the point of sitting on such a throne?\nOh, what's the point!\nFather, I never dare to forget the three words you once said to me.\nThe mother emperor died, and I became the emperor... But I couldn't do the
last thing you said.\nIf my cruelty is inherited from you, then what I got from the mother emperor
is probably the Kwong family’s preference for women... This is more like a
destiny, and it is destined that I will fall in love with someone who
shouldn’t. Beloved person.\nAnd my love, bound by layer after layer of thorns, has withered and exhausted
in the distortion and deceit of the sky, and there is no redemption—I want to
love her, but I am not qualified.