He said: “Qiqi, don’t be afraid of me.”

But how could Shen Qi not be afraid?

He embraced her from behind and their skins were attached together. She could clearly feel his temperature, but she felt like it was a poisonous tongue stuck on her back spitting out trust. When he spoke to her, it was obviously a deep affectionate tone, but Shen Qi heard it as if he was going to pounce on her and bite her at any time!

Perhaps it was too quiet at night, Shen Qi’s heart jumped “Ba-bump! Ba-bump!” fiercely. She couldn’t help shivering, fearing that he would suddenly start to become that cruel and inferior look in her memory, which made her shiver and bruise all over her body.

Feeling the trembling of the one in his arms, Shen Zhonghua tightened his encircling arms. He thought his Qiqi was still too thin. He didn’t raise her well. The damage he brought to her was far greater than the so-called better now.

Shen Zhonghua surrounded Shen Qi, holding her hands with both hands. Shen Qi didn’t have enough blood. Her hands and feet were cold at night, so he warmed both of her little hands for her with his wide palms and sandwiched Shen Qi’s cringing legs with his own legs to warm her. Shen Zhonghua wasn’t only afraid of Shen Qi being cold but also afraid...... That kind of pain like in the previous life, he dared not and didn’t want to experience it again.

It was just that God seemed to see him commit evil deeds and punish him deliberately. He would dream in the middle of the night. Shen Zhonghua would always dream of the blood in that hand, the blood kept gushing out of her body without end, her gradually cold and stiff body, and her empty and silent eyes. In those eyes, there was no more timidity and infatuation. No more humbleness, hesitation, and even no more light.

Shen Zhonghua buried his head in Shen Qi’s neck, breathing Shen Qi’s body fragrance as he talked. What he told Shen Qi was more like vowing to himself: “Qiqi, I will not let you go and will not let you leave me again......

“Even if I die, I will die in front of you......” Even if he was timid and cowardly as a man, he dared not lose her again. He would be crazy, he would be mad, he would die. No, it wasn’t would be. It would be possible. He had been crazy, mad, and died......

He woke up to reality. He was in a trance, but it seemed like he had already experienced a very long reincarnation. When his consciousness gradually became clear, he didn’t know whether it was the previous life or this life that he was living. Was it?Zhuangzi dream he was a butterfly?or a butterfly dream it was Zhuangzi.

(T/N: there is a tale of this here^^:?wiki.)

Shen Zhonghua hugged Shen Qi tightly. Thinking to himself, to live again even if she was freezing he would melt her.

Shen Qi didn’t know what Shen Zhonghua was thinking and increasingly didn’t know what he wanted to do. Her back to him was like facing pins and needles. She couldn’t sleep and her thoughts inevitably drifted away.

In her previous life, she rarely had the chance to lie down with Shen Zhonghua and hear each other’s breathing as well as heartbeat in silence. This was originally a scene in her fantasy. There was no shameful passionate love between men and women. The two fell asleep together with the appearance of embracing each other quietly. She never dared to think she just wanted to be close to him like this......

At that time Shen Qi hoped that the last person she saw before falling asleep was him and the first person she saw after waking up was also him.

Actually, there was once such a scene in the previous life.

It was just that she didn’t have the brazenness of Shen Zhonghua nor could she express her loathe and hate as vividly as Shen Zhonghua.

Shen Qi’s eyes were gradually hazy. Recalling the past events, no matter how restrained she was, her eyes were still covered with a layer of water mist......

....

The previous life.

The night was as cold as water. (tenderflower: can this make sense???)

The curtain beside the bed swayed with the wind. The man’s fiery heat hit in and out between her legs braver and braver. She was afraid of irritating him so she bit her lower lip and bore it silently. She didn’t dare to let out a sound. And Shen Zhonghua covered her body as if in order to torture her in general, his meat stick went in and out of her roughly. Every time the big tip squeezed into her tunnel, it was a squeeze and push teasing.

He nibbled and bit her. It was a little painful, but she was immediately taken away by the limp and numbness in the place in the center of her legs. Accompanied by his fierce thrusting, Shen Qi was pushed to splash with lewd liquid and the base of her thighs was an area of lewdness. Before she had time to feel that his avatar swelled up more in her own hole, Shen Zhonghua put Shen Qi’s legs on his shoulders and continued to thrust vigorously.

“Bla! Bla!” Every time Shen Zhonghua’s big avatar entered her tight little hole, he was excited, wanting to explode and the tight pleasure made his breath sluggish. He thrust from above and looked down, looking disdainfully at the restrained woman with disorderly fine black hair under him and her erotic body made him hit her once harder than once!

“Ah... Mm...” While Shen Zhonghua squeezed Shen Qi’s two breasts he also thrust violently inside her. Shen Qi couldn’t take it anymore. He shoved hard and seemed like he wanted to break her every time. He pushed deeply to the end. Every time he wanted to emphasize the big tip to break into her small, narrow palace mouth. Shen Qi was pounded vigorously by him and gradually she was unable to bite her lower lip. She began to let out the already rushing moan of pain and happiness.

“Ah... Mm... Ah... Ah... Mm... Mm...”

Shen Zhonghua hugged Shen Qi’s thighs tightly and made dozens of slams to the end of her flower mouth. Every time he hit her womb, the mushroom head would push against it, rubbing and pressing. Shen Qi couldn’t stand such stimulation. She clutched the bed sheet under her body tightly and tears came out from his pushing......