Song Li has never seen such Sheng You ting. Even five years ago, when he saw Sheng Xiaoyi's body, he had never been so sad and desperate.

Song Li has never seen Sheng Youting shed tears, whether it was Uncle Sheng hanging from a tree with a belt when he was a child, or when he was on an important mission, he was seriously injured and climbed out of the dead, or after Sheng Xiaoyi's death, he carried her body to cremate.

They know each other since childhood. Song Li thinks that he can understand Sheng You Ting better. He is the kind of person who has to fight for his life even when the sky collapses. He will not shed tears even if he is tired or hurt.

He even felt that this person was born without tears, and he could not cry in his whole life. But now, he collapsed, and he cried. Song Licai found that he was wrong and how wrong he was.

He is not made of stone. He is also a human being. A living person with blood and tears will cry when he is sad and desperate. The person who makes him cry is only Liu Liu.

He hurt the woman too much.

Song Li patted Sheng Youting on the shoulder, "a ting..."

Aware that he even shoulders are shaking, song lirao is a never sentimental man, can not help but red eyes, "you have to cheer up a little..."

"Ha ha..."

The liquid overflows from his fingers, but the man laughs. The laughter is ironic, which is like satirizing others, but more like satirizing himself. "In fact, I loved her many years ago, but I just dare not admit it..."

"I dare not face my heart, because I promised Xiaoyi that I would love her, marry her, and give her a home. I can't break my promise, I can't betray my promise, I can't betray Xiaoyi."

"I tell myself over and over every day that the person I love is Xiaoyi, not her. I hate her, I hate her shaking in front of my eyes, I hate her making me leave the army, I hate her using Xiaoyi to approach me, and hate everything about her."

"I hypnotized and cheated myself again and again, and later I thought it was true. But if I really hate her and really don't want to see her, I have thousands of ways to make her never appear in front of me again."

"But I didn't do anything. In the end, I acquiesced in her presence because I miss her. I really miss her. I want her to be around me forever. I want to see her all the time."

"Even at that time, I was going to go on a business trip, but I pushed it to others. I didn't even care about my work. I went home almost every day and tried every means to find excuses to convince myself that I wanted to accompany Xiaoyi, not to see her."

"I deliberately scold her, humiliate her, to vent my hatred in my heart, hate my inner dirty, while saying I want to love Xiaoyi, I think about her, just miss her."

At that time, Song Li knew that Sheng Youting's career was on the rise at that time. He had a lot of things on hand, which could be said to be very busy.

Because he was too busy, Sheng Youting often didn't go home for ten days and a half months, so he would like to live in the company. But in those months, he almost ran home every day.

He and Bo LAN felt strange at that time. In addition, they were family businesses, and they were not self-employed. When the wind was going well, they were too busy. They often went to Shengyuan to explore the situation without saying a word, so they would take a meal to eat.

They met Liu Liu at that time. He had doubts. Was Sheng Youting so diligent in running home for Liu LIUCai?

Even in order to understand, he seized an opportunity to ask him half seriously and half jokingly, "Oh, young master, is this a golden house hidden in beauty?"

I didn't expect that Sheng Youting was so angry when he just asked, "don't be blind and talk nonsense. She is Xiao Yi's friend. She follows me like a pug all day. It's disgusting and disgusting to look at it!"

Naturally, he didn't believe it. "If you really hate disgusting, if you don't go home, why do you run all day long to see this disgusting and disgusting person?"

He vaguely noticed that the other party's body was stiff for a moment, and then his eardrum was his irritable voice, "I ran home and did her shit. I was to accompany Xiaoyi more. I was too busy at work during this period and ignored Xiaoyi."

Isn't that a lame excuse?

He just wanted to laugh at him, but did not dare to speak again, because the other side's eyes were too frightening, as if to warn him, you should say one more, I cut your tongue!!

At that time, he thought, ah Ting Mo didn't have feelings for Liu Liu, did he?

The main thing is, the girl is really good, no matter in appearance or character, it makes people feel very comfortable, if really together, it is a good thing.

After all, even if Xiaoyi saved her, they have a commitment, but they are blood relatives. How can they get married? This is nonsense.

What's more, Xiaoyi was too young at that time. She couldn't even remember what happened at that time. She never mentioned a word. Why did ah Ting persist? She couldn't walk out with her so-called commitment?

Not only he, but also Bo Lan thought so. They were very happy to see him and Liu Liu make up a couple. But later, Xiao Yi died suddenly.What happened later, especially ah Ting's cruelty to Liu Liu made him suspect. Maybe a ting didn't like Liu Liu. He looked away.

It was not until five years later that Liu Liu reappeared at Sheng Youting's side that he knew that he was not wrong. It was just that Xiao Yi's death at that time had a great impact on him. In addition, he was already ill, so he would be more extreme than others.

"Ah Ting, everything is over. Don't think about it any more. The more you think about it, the more you can't go out. The more important thing is not the past, but the future."

Life in the world, who can be wrong, "now you know that you have done wrong, Liu Liu, as well as think about how to repay, you still have a lifetime of time."

"It's not clear. It's not clear in my life."

Sheng Youting felt that his internal organs had been hollowed out. A deep regret went deep into his bone marrow and invaded his flesh and blood. He was convulsed in pain, curled up on the ground, and moaned like a wild animal, "what's wrong with willows? It's always me who is wrong..."

He was wrong from the beginning to the end, if only the time could go back.

He will surely take her hand without hesitation, and never do anything to hurt her, but time can't go back. There has never been a if in the world, and there is no regret for selling medicine.

He hates

"I hate, I hate that time can't go back, I hate this world, there is no regret medicine, I hate no if, good hate hate hate good hate!"