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Gu Yebai is very nervous about her mother, but she is more nervous about him.
When she opened her eyes to see him and heard him say that this was a hospital, she got up from the back seat at the first time and grabbed Gu Yebai's sleeve.
"son, mother has nothing to check. Mother's body is clear to her. She just suffered a little blow. It's you..."
Gu's mother looked at him and her eyes were red again. In a short period of time, she looked as if she was a few years old. "Since all of them have come to the hospital, would you like your mother to accompany you to have an examination?"
"Now there are so many hospitals and so many famous doctors who can cure a lot of incurable diseases. If there is something wrong with your body, you can certainly cure it."
"Even if it can't be cured at home, it doesn't matter. There are also foreign countries. You can't give up. Your father and I will find the best doctor for you. I don't believe it. I don't believe it can't be cured well!"
Since Gu Yebai said he couldn't have children, his mother's mental state has been tense.
She was almost talking to herself, speaking so fast that she couldn't hear what she was saying, as if her mind was always one second slower than her mouth.
As she said, she quickly got down from the back seat and took Gu Yebai to the hospital. "My mother will accompany you for inspection, and I will go now!"
Gu Yebai, a big man, was dragged by his mother. In his low vision, he found that his mother's back was not as straight as before.
What happened over the years ranged from Beibei's suicide to his refusal to return home, to marrying Guo'er regardless of their wishes, and finally failing to have children.
No one knows how much she has broken her heart and shed tears at night for this family and this matter. Gu Yebai's heart gushes out a kind of heartache, more heartache.
Because he will never be able to be perfect, not to let any of them disappointed, not to let any of them sad.
Once he never thought that he would have such a helpless day.
"Don't go."
He stopped and clearly saw his mother's back stiff for a second.
Then, looking back, I was in tears.
"Yebai, listen to my mother, at least once."
"It's not that I don't want to be obedient. It's really useless." Gu Yebai forced to suppress the pain in his heart, "Mom, I've been to many hospitals, and I've run all over the country and abroad."
"If it's any use, I won't be able to make the decision to adopt children. Who doesn't want their own children?"
"I'm just an ordinary person without caring for my family. I have the same idea as ordinary people. I want to have a child and live a happy life. But the fact is the fact. No matter how painful it is, I have to choose to accept it."
"Mom, I'm sorry for my family, I'm sorry for you and Dad!"
Her voice choked and fell into Mrs. Gu's ears. She really felt that she was going to collapse, not for herself, but for her son and Lao Gu.
Yebai can't give birth to a child and can't be a father in this life. The most sad thing should be him, but he still can't afford to say it to himself. When he said this, how much pain should he have in his heart?
But she had been pushing him.
What's the difference between putting salt on his wound?
She was uncomfortable squatting on the ground, holding a headache and crying out, "night white, it is mother who is sorry for you, mother has done evil to you."