Finally, finally said this sentence.

Finally, at last, we have come to this step.

In countless nights and dreams, he didn't want to soberly think about divorce, but at this moment, the reality forced him to sober up.

Seeing her pain again and again, seeing her tears for Gu Yebai again and again, seeing her calling Gu Yebai's name in her dream again and again, and recognizing her as Gu Yebai again and again, he finally chose to let go.

From leaving Gu Yebai to now, only two years later, she has been skinny and completely disfigured. If it goes on like this, she can't point to the end of depression.

Is this the end he wants? No, it's over.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you the good news. Rana is pregnant."

"My child, my son."

"Bless me, fruit."

Speaking of these words, he did not intend to leave a way back for himself, including blocking Tang Guo'er's road. There was no possibility in their life.

He walked out of the room and drove all the way out. Finally, he parked the car on the side of the road and leaned on the steering wheel alone. He wept silently. He was a man. He knew that he was a man and didn't shed tears. But at this moment, he still couldn't help crying.

Who can say clearly what love is and what affection is? There is no right way and no standard answer. Sometimes, he is always wishful thinking that Tang Guo'er is that person, the other half of his life and his final belonging.

Therefore, he always thought that he had the courage to withstand all the ups and downs, but it was not his wish that the torrent of reality washed them away and gave up halfway. He just didn't have the strength to fight against the teasing of fate after all. He and Tang Guo'er grew up together and had no fate in the end.

Fortunately, when he had no way to go, no place to go, there was a light for him to light up, he was like a drowning man, desperate to seize the straw called Xia ran, firmly grasp, this life will not let go, "Ran Ran."

He affectionately called her name and said to her, "give birth to the baby."

The divorce with Tang Guoer went smoothly without any hindrance or incident. After receiving the divorce certificate, their marriage ended completely. From then on, men's marriage and women's marriage had nothing to do with each other.

Seeing the divorce certificate, his heart was filled with indescribable taste, but it was over in the end. From now on, he no longer had to worry about being afraid, and he no longer had to live in dire straits all the time, although his feeling is not easy now.

There must be an explanation from his parents. The paper can't cover the fire. He can hide it for a while, but he can't hide it for a lifetime. Then, let him face it and let him solve it. It's the last time he is gentle with Tang Guo'er, and it's the last time he protects her from the wind and rain.

He cheated Tang Guo'er and went back to his old house alone the day after the divorce. In fact, when he faced the laughter of the two adults, he was so sad that he didn't even know how to speak, because he knew what would happen next and how disappointed their parents would be.

Sure enough, at the moment of his showdown, when Tang Guo'er also joined in later, the whole family was in a state of chaos. When he had no choice but to throw out the pregnancy, his mother turned her eyes and fainted because she couldn't accept it.

They rushed the man to the hospital. Fortunately, his mother was OK and woke up after fainting for a few hours. However, she still couldn't believe that the object of his infidelity was Ranran, who was adopted by his mother and left in the left family for two years.

At that time, her mother extremely doted on Xia ran and took her as a baby. She introduced her to everyone and said, "this is my baby daughter. You have to take care of her more in the future."

So, even after so many years, who doesn't know about it, and who doesn't know Xia ran, it's said that it's hard to hear that her son and daughter get together. Besides, Xia Ran's age is still young, and she hasn't graduated from University at the moment. How can she get married and have children?

He knew his mother's heartache, worries and concerns, but he made up his mind and would go on firmly. This time it was different. As long as he was willing, Xia ran would never leave him. He needed such a person to stay with him and prove that he was still alive.

Besides, he clearly knows that he will be responsible for his own decisions, and he will not let Xia ran down. Otherwise, he can not promise her, nor delay her. A wrong marriage like Guo'er is enough, and there is no need to do it again.

For a long time, so long that he almost forgot how long it was. He was always cold and desperate, and began to yearn for warmth. This feeling, too long, made him reluctant to give up. He wanted to give himself a chance, a new start, and embrace the future opportunity.

Of course, he made up his mind with his parents. No matter what happened or how they stopped him, he would rather not go back to Zuojia and insisted on marrying Xia ran and giving birth to his children. He had never been so sober and knew what he wanted.

Tonight in Zuojia, it's the last time he goes out to protect Guo'er. After that, he will completely stop. Whether Guo'er is well or not, happy or wronged, it has nothing to do with him. He won't look back. It's a man who should completely stop from body to heart. Otherwise, swinging left and right will only harm others and himself.

Xia Ran is very good. There will never be a second person in the world who is willing to reach out to him. Even if he sacrificed himself or even broke into pieces, he will save him from the abyss. Therefore, he chooses to hold her hand and climb out of the abyss to see what the world of light is like.

"If you don't agree and insist on breaking us up, I'm sorry. I can only forgive my son for being unfilial. In the future, I can't go home to honor you two." He knelt down for them, and when he got out of the hospital, he couldn't wait to go home.

As if only to see the lamp left for him, he can really feel at ease.

But that night, the light on the 20th floor was not on, and Xia ran was not at home waiting for him to come back. He couldn't get through the phone and couldn't find anyone around the world. He didn't know where she could go, or even what friends she had. Only then did he realize that he never really cared about Xia ran and knew nothing about her circle.

Finally, he found her. At the gate of University Ann at three o'clock in the morning, she stood alone with an umbrella under the street lamp. The water on the ground almost crossed her legs.

She had been waiting for him for six hours in such bad weather, thunder and lightning, and stormy nights.