He should have done everything possible to prevent her from returning home.

None of this would have happened if she hadn't come back.

He had an agreement with her. If she didn't come back, they would soon get married. He knew him in his heart. As long as they got married, with her temperament, they would certainly be a good wife and fulfill the responsibilities of a wife.

But why did it change, why in the end, it became so ridiculous?

He has become nothing!

Now she is his everything, is the meaning of his life, she wants to make a break with him, to have nothing to do with him from now on, how can he watch this kind of thing happen?

Without her, to him, there is nothing.

If his heart is empty, what is he still alive to do?

Is it like walking dead every day?

He can't do it!

She lifted her hand and squeezed her jaw. Her strength was not strong enough, but she could only face him, unable to avoid his eyes. "Do you hate me so much?"

His anger, his voice.

Once that always smiling sunny face, lost all colors, only a touch of gray, "say ah, tell me, you so hate me? You don't even want to see me, or even come to see me all the time just to get rid of me? "

"Yin Shaosen." She closed her eyes in pain. "I don't hate you, I have never hated you. When I was in France, you saved me. Over the past few years, you have cared for me and my children. I am very grateful."

"I had thought about marrying you, paying back with the rest of my life, and even when I met Chi Mo again, I always avoided him everywhere and didn't want to have any relationship with him. But after so many things happened with him, I finally understood that I could not be with you, which was unfair to everyone."

"Besides, gratitude is not emotion. I know it clearly." She had no way to persuade herself to lose her feelings and not to have a family. In order to pay the debt, she married Yin Shaosen. He had no feelings for Yin Shaosen, which was the biggest injustice to him.

"You want to tell me that you have no love for me, do you?" Yin Shaosen stares at her eyes straightly. The sadness in his heart seems to be the tide, which will drown him.

Li Yang clenched her lower lip. On the lip, she was quickly stained with a bit of bright color. In her mouth, she spread the smell of fishy sweetness. She finally made up her mind and nodded her head heavily, "yes."

He seemed to be very angry. When he reached the extreme, he suddenly laughed. His smile was as bright as sunshine, and mingled with snow and ice. Suddenly, he lowered his head and gently kissed her on the forehead. "Li Yang, do you know, there is an old saying called" long life love. "

"Why don't we go back to France and start afresh. When we didn't meet Chi Mo again, didn't you make up your mind to marry me? Didn't you have some feelings for me? Were you ready to be a qualified wife?"

Li Yang's eyes widened. Yin Shaosen could see what she thought in her mind. He was not as careless as he usually showed. His heart was actually very small.

"I believe that as long as we get along as before, we can certainly return to the former state. No, it will be better than before. You will fall in love with me and spend a happy life with me."

"No, you know, not." Listening to Yin Shaosen say such words, Li Yang is very sad, throat like a ball of cotton, uncomfortable did not say a word, are very difficult, "you know me, you know, tie us together, in fact, neither of us will be happy."

"Who said you wouldn't be happy?" The strength of his hand suddenly tightened, his eyes red as if he had drunk wine, "as long as you are around me, I will feel happy, as long as you fall in love with me, we will be happy!"

Li Yang pain closed his eyes, "why deceive yourself, I will not fall in love with you, once misunderstood Lu Chi Mo in those years, I did not fall in love with you, what's more, now that we have removed the misunderstanding, no matter how many years of efforts in the future, the outcome will not change!"

"Even if we are really married, can you accept that I have lived with someone else all my life? Maybe at the beginning, you'll be able to stand it, then, what about the future? "

"I can tell you that I will only love Lu Chi Mo alone. In the next few decades, how dare you say that you can endure these things? Do you dare to ask your own heart and tell me the truth?"

Yin Shaosen wanted to answer firmly that he could, as long as she was around him, he could tolerate another man living in her heart all the time!

But why, he hesitated.

He tried to move his lips, but he couldn't pronounce a word.

"Two people who don't love each other have to be together. They will only torture each other and have no good end. Do you want to torture each other forever and never die?"

"Give up, there are thousands of good girls in the world. I'm not suitable for you. Do you still have the same Yin Shaosen now, and do you still have a smile from the heart?""Only put down, you can really free, only put down, the world for you, will be more beautiful, you will meet a better girl, start a new life, she will love you very much, you also love her, melon is so sweet, why do you have to stick to an astringent mouth, don't you want to taste a sweet one?"

He laughed, sad smile, "you're right, there are thousands of good girls in the world, and even want to get what I like. As long as I'm willing to give up you, melons are everywhere. It's a pity..."

The smile on his lips suddenly turned chilly. When he looked at her eyes, he was even colder. "I like this one that is not sweet. I'm going to twist it off the vine. As long as I twist it, she belongs to me. It doesn't matter if it's sweet or not."

The meaning he wanted to express in his words, however clear, he has been crazy, almost morbid crazy, so many years of persistence has no results, he can not put down, can not give up, watching the beloved woman into the arms of others, ignore him, he has driven himself crazy alive!

"As long as you belong to me, do you understand, Li Yang, you want to end with me, want to finish with me completely, I tell you, don't daydream, I won't promise!"

"Yin Shaosen, you should be sober. I'm..."