three days later.

Su Nianen was out of danger and transferred to the general ICU.

Gu Xichuan was finally able to see his beloved wife.

Su Nian'en couldn't remember how long she had been in a coma, and woke up from a long dream, as if it had been centuries.

Gu Xichuan hugged Gu Qingsu and appeared beside Su Nianen's hospital bed during visiting hours.

"Look baby, here comes our son."

Su Nianen woke up before, but at this moment, she fell asleep again.

Gu Xichuan sat beside her with his son in his arms, and Gu Qingsu also slept soundly. He gently placed his son beside Su Nianen, letting the baby feel the breath of his mother.

On Su Nianen's body, only the oxygen and urine tubes were left. Two bottles of medicine were dripped into his arm at the same time, and the other medical tubes had been removed.

As soon as Gu Qingsu placed Su Nianen next to her, her small body moved slightly, and Su Nianen woke up.

She opened her blurred eyes, and everything in her vision was blurred with double shadows.

She looked at Gu Xichuan, opened her mouth, and couldn't find the sound coming from her throat for a while.

"Enn, look, our son is here, this is our baby."

Gu Xichuan leaned forward joyfully, fixed his eyes on Su Nianen, grasped her hand, and held it repeatedly.

Then leaned over, touched her face with extreme affection, and kissed her face.

"Don't be afraid, my husband is always here, I have everything, so don't be afraid."

Su Nianen turned her head, tears welling up.

Gu Xichuan immediately wiped away her tears, and the moment his heart saw her tears, his heart shattered into pieces.

"Don't be afraid, it's my fault that made you and the children suffer."

Gu Xichuan's tone was choked up, and he quickly lowered his eyes, holding her hand and pressing it to his lips.

After a while, he took a deep breath and looked at her with red eyes.

"I'm sorry, as long as you get better soon, I will use my whole life to make up for you and take care of you."

Su Nianen took a deep breath gently, and slowly exhaled the stale air trapped in her chest.

"My baby, let me see them."

Su Nian'en's voice was very soft, coming out of her throat softly and weakly.

Gu Xichuan hurriedly raised the head of the bed, then hugged Gu Qingsu and approached her, and started chattering about their baby.

"he is...."

Su Nianen didn't know if it was a son or a daughter, but she looked very beautiful.

She thought that newborn babies were all wrinkled little old men.

I didn't expect it to be so pink and beautiful.

"He is Xiao Fubao, Gu Qingsu. Our daughter, Xiao Pingguo, is in the neonatology department." Gu Xichuan whispered.

Su Nianen raised her eyes instantly, "What's wrong with my daughter? Why is she in the neonatology department?"

"Xiao Tianxin was born prematurely and had a low birth weight. According to the hospital's regulations, babies who are born under five catties must live in the incubator until they grow to five catties before they can come out. This is also good for her, and, according to the doctor, we Xiao Tianxin is a little jaundiced and needs to be exposed to blue light."

Gu Xichuan explained seriously and slightly.

Talking about irrelevant issues, he didn't tell Su Nianen about Gu Tianxin's real situation.

I just want to widen my mother's heart.

Su Nianen felt guilty in her heart, "We tried our best to keep the baby, and we tried to keep their weight, but we were still close."

The weight on the B-ultrasound sheet is estimated to be plus or minus half a catty, and my daughter's weight is enough.

I didn't expect to take it out of my stomach, but it was still small.

"How much does she weigh? Now." Su Nianen asked with concern.

"When I was born, I weighed eight pounds. Today, the doctor over there told me that it was only four pounds..."

Gu Xichuan's voice choked up, seeing Su Nianen's worried face, he quickly explained:

"The doctor said it's all normal. Our little Fubao was five pounds when he was born, and now he's only five pounds and sixty pounds."

"why?"

After Su Nianen finished speaking, she quickly realized that she passed meconium or something.

"After passing meconium, after cleaning it more cleanly, she will lose weight." Gu Xichuan replied softly: "Xiao Tianxin has lost weight. In addition to passing meconium, she lost some weight because of taking medicine and diarrhea."

"What kind of medicine do you take? Why do you need to take medicine? Is it medicine for diarrhea, or does it not suit your spleen and stomach?" Su Nianen asked repeatedly.

Gu Xichuan patiently said: "Jaundice, the doctor said to eat more and more row, but our daughter was just born and didn't eat much, so in order to reduce jaundice, in addition to taking blue light, I also took medicine. The doctor said temporary weight loss ,is normal."

Su Nianen nodded, "Yes."

Gu Xichuan hurriedly put Gu Qingsu in front of Su Nianen and asked her to touch it.

Su Nianen gently stroked the child's tender and smooth skin with her fingers, and her heart rippled.

This is her child, this is the little life that fell from her body.

The joy of motherhood comes late, slowly.

She wept with joy, her son's cute little face was in her eyes.

Suddenly, she choked up and said:

"Unfortunately, I have nothing to give him, not even breast milk."

Three days after giving birth, she experienced life and death.

The doctor was afraid that it might cause mastitis. She was already at the critical moment of life and death, and she was even more afraid that the inflammation would cause serial complications. Therefore, she was forced to return milk.

Su Nianen burst into tears with guilt, stroking the baby's little face over and over again.

"I can't give you anything, I'm sorry, I have to wrong you to drink milk powder all the time."

Other babies all have breast milk, but her child can't eat a mouthful of breast milk...

Gu Xichuan's eyes were red, and he swallowed forcibly, choking.

He whispered: "No, as long as you can come back, as long as you come back, we will be satisfied. We can grow up whatever we eat, our family can afford it, and we won't miss their siblings."

Su Nianen raised her eyes with teary eyes, "But I feel bad."

"Enen, I didn't see you, I was terrified."

Gu Xichuan's emotions suddenly burst and he collapsed in front of her.

Su Nianen looked at Gu Xichuan who was in tears, and was a little dumbfounded for a moment.

Is this Gu Xichuan?

The man who has always been cold and strong.

He cried?

Su Nianen's heart was shocked and hurt bit by bit.

She couldn't help it, and stretched out her hand.

Gu Xichuan immediately held her hand, and tears flowed down their hands.

He said, "I'm really, really scared, I'm afraid you'll never come back, I'm afraid I'm going to lose you. I've never been so scared, never."

For the past few days, his heart has been empty.

It's hard to be empty, it's hard to be empty.

"I watch over you every day and wait outside with Gu Qingsu. I hope you can sense the presence of my son and me and call you back."

This hospital was so strange, he was terrified that her flying soul would not find its way back.

Therefore, he came here to wait with Gu Qingsu in his arms every day.

Desperate to see through, physically and mentally exhausted.

Su Nianen burst into tears, she has never been so vulnerable.

He never thought that such a side would happen.

However, her life and death were uncertain, and the critical illness notifications were handed over to him time and time again. He wished he could lie in it and trade his health for her safety.

"My wife is gone, what do I need children for? I regret it so much, I stubbornly let you bear children for me. I can't replace the pain you have endured every step of the way. I can't do anything... ..."

He cried helplessly and confessed guilt.

It hurt herself, and it hurt Su Nianen even more.