Chapter 383
"The doctor is not sure. They said that there was such a situation before. The child was deficient in calcium and zinc, but the trace elements will be checked after half a year old. Now there is no way to check." Su Nianen worried.
If you can't check, you can't be sure whether you are missing something. If you can't be sure, you can't prescribe medicine, and you don't know how to make it up.
Su Nianen's worry was clearly written in his eyes and heart.
Gu Xichuan heard the same worry, and said in a low voice:
"I haven't found such a situation before, please ask a doctor to take a look?" Gu Xichuan asked.
Su Nianen didn't speak, feeling very worried.
There are some things I dare not say, because the genetic defect of Gu Xichuan was found out before pregnancy, which made Su Nianen very anxious. So whenever there is any minor situation with Xiao Fubao, she is worried for a long time.
When I was worried, I couldn't help but look up information on the Internet.
After checking, small things become big things, more worry and anxiety.
She couldn't tell her mother about this worry, for fear that her mother would also worry about it.
But if there is a problem, it must be intervened as soon as possible.
The bad thing about Gu Tingxuan is that he didn't intervene correctly and early. If he intervened early, he wouldn't be able to get better now.
Su Nianen looked up at Gu Xichuan, "I have something to discuss with you."
Su Nianen pushed Baby Fu into the room, and Gu Xichuan immediately followed.
As soon as the door was closed, Gu Xichuan hugged Su Nianen.
Su Nianen stood still, let him hug her for a while, and then pulled his hand away.
"I've thought about it, don't waste each other's time, and dissolve the marriage relationship."
Su Nianen looked at Gu Xichuan, her tone was much calmer than last time.
"Yes."
There was a lot of helplessness in Gu Xichuan's eyes, "I only get married once in my life, and once I get married, I won't leave."
"I've already told you what I think. You don't agree to divorce, but you can't make me reconciled. What's the point of such a twisted life?" Su Nianen asked back.
"Time will dilute everything..."
"Is this time one day, two days, half a year, one year, or ten years? I can't wait for this time."
Su Nianen looked at him, "You don't know my pain, you don't know how deep the guilt is in my heart. I am a mother, and my daughter grew up in my womb, from childhood to adulthood, and we are connected by blood. However, she was killed Died. She was born with such great pain, which she should not have endured. I am her mother, and I am unable to protect her. Are you not allowed to seek justice for her?"
"Well..."
"Tianxing is your daughter, but you only provided one sperm. You have never felt her heart-to-heart with you for a day. You have never experienced the pregnancy of worrying about gains and losses, and the feeling of her beating in your belly. You I have never experienced the pain I endured during the process of conceiving them. If I..."
Su Nianen's tears rolled down instantly, and fell silently.
She choked up for a few seconds and took a deep breath.
"If I knew that she would not survive, then what was the reason for my months of insomnia and physical and mental suffering? Do you know how scared I am when I can't lie down or sleep every night? I look like a Like a neuropathy, I'm afraid they won't be breathing, I'm afraid they will be affected by my lack of sleep, my heart's discomfort, and my body's discomfort. How much do you know about the anxiety and fear in my heart?"
"Yes, you came home to accompany me during my late pregnancy, but how much do you understand my worries and fears?"
Su Nianen took a deep breath, and suddenly pushed her son out of the room.
Gu Xichuan quickly followed, Su Nianen turned around and pushed Gu Xichuan hard, pushing him into the room.
"You wait, I haven't finished yet."
Gu Xichuan stood in the same place, looking at her with gloomy eyes, with sadness welling up in his eyes.
Su Nianen pushed her son into the mother's room, and then closed the door to let him sleep peacefully inside.
Seeing her coming back again, Gu Xichuan hurriedly stepped forward to hold her hand, and said in a low voice:
"I'm sorry, I've been afraid that I didn't do a good job, so I tried my best, but I still couldn't share your pain."
Su Nian'en closed the door and distanced herself from Gu Xichuan.
The two chairs are separated by a long distance.
Gu Xichuan approached her, and she immediately raised her hand to block her.
"Don't get too close, sit over there, you are too tall, I can break your neck when I talk to you. Anyway, we are going to separate, and there is no need to accommodate you everywhere."
Gu Xichuan was stunned when he heard this.
"I want to be closer to you too."
Su Nianen glared at him, he had no choice but to give up, and when he turned to sit down, he picked up the chair and took a big step forward.
Su Nianen also took a step back, then sat down.
"You haven't experienced my suffering, so you can tell those nonsense that let me see that time can dilute everything. If you have conceived a life from nothing, this life that you regard as precious is about to be born. If you kill me, you won’t persuade me to be kind.”
"Enen, I will use my whole life to make up for you, I will spend my whole life to treat you well, we will be good and we will not divorce, okay?" Gu Xichuan almost whispered.
Su Nianen looked at Gu Xichuan, her eyes blushed again.
She propped her face with her hands and covered her entire face, adjusting her emotions.
"Don't be like this, don't put your posture so low, I will be very sad. Don't put any more psychological pressure on me, okay?"
Su Nianen took a deep breath, "Before you met me, you were a big entrepreneur living in the clouds. After you met me, you became like this, which made me feel that I made you like this, and I was under a lot of pressure .”
"Enen, after having you, I feel the joy of life, and I really feel at ease. If I make you feel pressured, it's because I didn't do a good job, and I will arrange and coordinate everything..."
"You don't want to be like this again? I'm not hard-hearted, I'm also uncomfortable, and I can't bear it. I hope you are well, and I hope you are as proud as before. So, please agree to divorce, okay?"
What Su Nianen said made Gu Xichuan's heart ache.
"Is it because I'm not good enough, or because I'm doing something wrong? We're not inseparable, are we?"
Su Nianen lowered her shoulders and looked at Gu Xichuan weakly.
"You don't understand. I want a divorce. If you don't, then don't blame me for going to extremes."
Gu Xichuan frowned, "Enen, I am also heartbroken to lose Tianxing. I also know that you are sad. Since this is the ordeal that life has given us, let's work hard and face it together. How can we overcome this hurdle? You tell me, I will listen to you. This is a test that life has given our family, shall we face it together?"
Su Nianen's eyes fell on the ground, on the pink slippers her mother changed for her.
In the eyes of her mother, she will always be a child who has not grown up, and still likes pink and tender colors, and has a girlish heart.
Su Nianen took a deep breath. Only after becoming a mother did she realize the weight of the identity of a mother.
"Gu Xichuan, do you think I'm not crazy yet, I'm not going to die and I want to go with Tianxing. So you think I can digest and adjust my anger after a few days, and I can continue to dedicate myself to you and the Gu family, don't you?" ?”