"I know, it doesn't make sense to say any apology now. Your mother has been gone for so many years, and she can't hear my apologies. I am really sorry for her, and I am sorry for you. When I was young, I left you like that. The cruel place, the mouth says it is for your own good, I hope you can become a useful person, but in fact only I know the reason, I just don't want to see you, you are right, for your mother insists on killing you I was so angry when I was born, and even more angry that he calculated me for this kind of thing, I hated to be deceived, betrayed, calculated, so at that time I put all my hatred in yours Body, as soon as you were born, I wanted to give you to me almost immediately. Every time I saw you, I felt stupid, but for the first two years, your mother used your grandfather's family power to suppress you. He keeps you by his side, but she doesn't know, the more she does this, the more I hate you and the less I want to see you!"

Ye Qingyan clenched her fist slowly, her eyes red with anger, "Ye Qing, have you ever thought that that woman is your wife, and I am your own son!"

Ye Qing lowered his head, "I was so immersed in my emotions at the time that I couldn't remember these things at all, you're right, I used your mother from the very beginning, I never thought of falling in love with him, so I I have always regarded him as an outsider, and never really regarded her as my wife. My hatred for her calculations came quickly and directly. Until he died later, I did not forgive him, but the two people who got along with you. Nian, your innocence and cuteness, you are always cautious in front of me, it's not that I don't like you, it's just that the youthful spirit prevailed, and I finally gave you away!"

After Ye Qing finished speaking, he suddenly sighed heavily. He didn't fall in love with this son back then...

In the first two years when he had to keep Ye Qingyan by his side, he still resented what this child and that woman had done, but even then, children would never know how to read people's faces.

At that time, Ye Qingyan was still very simple. When she was still in the baby, she would often smile at Ye Qing unscrupulously, probably because of some inexplicable bond between her biological father and son, every time she saw Ye Qing. , Ye Qing was very happy, even if he was crying at the time, if Ye Qing came, if Ye Qing could reward him and give him a look, he would immediately show a smile.

Ye Qing did not notice it once or twice, and his heart was not without a little softness, and at that time Ye Qing was just in his twenties, less than 30 years old. It was when he liked children. A son of his own, his heart is actually joy and expectation.

If the child had been born with a woman at that time, he would have cheered and was going crazy with joy.

Even if it wasn't like that, that little guy left a deep impression on Ye Qing's heart.

The first time I couldn't help looking at him secretly was on a certain sleepless night. Ye Qing had a drink. When he came out of the study, he suddenly found that the light downstairs was still on. He forgot the room at that time. It has been changed into a baby room for the little guy. When I opened the door, I found out that there was not a light on in the room, but a small desk lamp, which was always emitting a dim yellow light, probably because I was afraid that the child would wake up at night. There was no one around, it was pitch black, and the child would be afraid.

Usually, there is a nurse in the child's house to take care of him, but the nurse was probably busy with something at the time. Anyway, when Ye Qing left, he didn't see anyone.

Perhaps it was because of the drinking at the time, Ye Qing felt his head foggy, and the moment he saw the child, he realized that the child was not asleep, the little guy was awake, lying in the cradle with a pair of dark eyes open. big eyes looked at him.

It was estimated that the person who came was Ye Qing, and the little guy started laughing again. Ye Qing was already about to leave, but when he saw that smile, Ye Qing couldn't help but stop, and he suddenly turned around. , walked towards the little cradle over there.

The little guy felt that his movements seemed to be happier, and his warm little hands stretched out from the quilt and danced at him.