This is a very strange process.

When you talk to others, the past in your body is like a transition from you to another person.

Although he can't feel the same, he can definitely understand it, and what B wants is not Zhou Zichen's understanding, but release, he needs release.

He clearly remembers the people he killed in those years. Even now, he still remembers how they looked before they died. Just like now, he looked at Zhou Zichen, and all he thought in his mind was that he had killed them before. people who have passed.

"Since then, I can't hold back anymore. In order to survive, I killed a lot of people, and some people don't even know why they killed them. I only know that if it wasn't for him, it would be for me..."

"So you can kill people?" Zhou Zichen's tone was full of sarcasm and inconceivable.

Killing in order to survive, what kind of man is this, or how bad the environment he lived in when he was a child.

B looked at him and smiled. He said, "I'm different from you. I didn't have enough food and clothing when I was young. Only when I learned to kill with a gun would I have something to eat. In order to survive, I had to do this."

For his statement, Zhou Zichen really felt that he had lived in vain all these years.

"Just like you are on the battlefield, if you don't kill others, on the other hand, others will kill you. It's the same reason, I think you should understand."

Zhou Zichen stood up against the table, full of righteous indignation: "This is different. Those people are criminals. They invade our country and destroy my homeland. This is our legitimate defense."

Unlike his anger, B was very calm, he just looked at him with no expression, until Zhou Zichen's mood calmed down a little.

Only then did he tell him seriously: "You all take up arms to defend your homeland, while I do it to save my life. As long as it is murder, there is no right or wrong."

"Whether it's Buddhism or Taoism, there is a saying that you can't kill indiscriminately, but I have no gods, no religion, and no faith, so I'm afraid of anything, but if I don't kill them, I can't even survive."

This is not a reason, Zhou Zichen shouted in his heart, but he knew that he had to control his emotions now and not interrupt his talk, otherwise he would never have a chance to know what he had experienced, and there would be no way to deal with it. Hit and break, find the clue of Leng Xiao.

It's even a sentimental story, but you find it pathetic and pathetic, and in the end it's just a sigh.

Because of B's ??life, no one can decide for him. Destiny decided what his life was like a long time ago, so every time he made a choice, he pushed him into the abyss.

Until he couldn't get up again.

From birth, he didn't know who his parents were, until he was seven years old, he met his so-called biological father, and this father taught him all the skills to kill. He has many brothers and sisters, some More than a dozen mothers, but until later, they died one by one, leaving only himself.

But ten years later, in the entire mountain village, only those few houses remained, nothing left, and the elderly father also hid in them and never came out.

He was young and didn't want to die like this, so he came out. With his own body, he survived, went to the battlefield, and became the best mercenary.