Chapter 869
Love or family, this has been a problem since ancient times. From ancient times to the present, all people believe that this is an eternal thing, but now, Chi Xiaoxi can't see the future, but she can hear her heart There was a voice there calling her all the time.
Xiaoxi, if Leng Xiao died, would you regret it for the rest of your life? Will you not even see him for the last time? Will you even abandon him?
It is precisely because of this kind of inner collapse that Chi Xiaoxi is so determined. If she wants to get a death-free gold medal from her mother, she has to guarantee that even if she is no longer with Leng Xiao, she will not hurt her. Cold owl.
Their love is different from other people's. If other people break up, they don't have to communicate with each other, they can not communicate with each other when they grow old or die, but Chi Xiaoxi is different from Leng Xiao, they are a family, look up and see each other , it is impossible to never communicate with each other.
Unless, Chi Ma will tell Leng Xiao and let him hide at the border. Only then will they never see each other. Now, what Chi Xiaoxi sees is nothing but what Chi Ma suffered from Leng Xiao. In addition to the hurt, she didn't even give him a little sympathy, which was unfair to Leng Xiao.
Because from the very beginning, regarding this relationship, it was she who started it first, it was she who started the calculations first, and it was because of her that Leng Xiao went through a sad stage.
He is a chief, but he would rather give up so many things for her, which shows how important her position is in his heart, but now, Chi Xiaoxi has finally awakened.
She saw that about the love between two people, her existence is an unreasonable existence. After all, for her, nothing is more important than Leng Xiao.
Can love, can hate, but can not leave, can not have, because between them, it is impossible.
Mother Chi looked at her daughter, tears flowing silently, and she said, "I know what you want, but have you considered your father's and me's feelings? We raised you to such a big age. What is it? We don’t want you to retire for us, nor do we want you to honor us, we just want you to live your life happily and comfortably, but what about yours..”
"Mom," Chi Xiaoxi choked and said what was in her heart, "From the moment you married me to Xiao Yichen, I was unhappy, and I was destined to be unhappy, because I was completely unhappy. I don't love him, if it wasn't for you, my father, and his parents, I wouldn't be so harmonious with him at all, Mom, you said it so loudly, and you didn't want anything, but precisely, you deprived me The most precious thing in my life."
free....
Her freedom has been gone since she married Xiao Yichen.
A famous person said that love is sincere, and life is more valuable. If it is freedom, both can be thrown away.
And she, it seems to be the other way around, she doesn't need freedom, she doesn't need life, she only needs love, but what she can't get is love, even now, when she says this, Chi Ma There was no reaction, because she knew that everything seemed to start from this beginning.
If Chi Xiaoxi really can't get out of here, then even if she loses her life, she will not be given to Leng Xiao. This is not called fulfillment, it is a kind of destruction.
"Even if I asked you to marry Xiao Yichen for the sake of my family's business, Xiaoxi, ask yourself, have you ever thought that you want to use this marriage to conceal your love with Leng Xiao? ?"
She is not stupid. The things at the beginning were all exposed to her. She didn't want to talk about it, but that didn't mean she didn't understand. She will go back again, just like when she married Chi Xiaoxi to Xiao Yichen.