'yes, let's.' he grinds the words out, shifting his arms from my grip and taking my hand.

i'm led with purpose back down the two flights of stairs and to the bar where gregory orders two champagnes. in the short time that we've been away, the atmosphere has cranked up a few notches and people are starting to move to the round dance floor, drinks in hand. the music seems louder, too, and there's definitely a shift in the reserved environment as the champagne flows freely - and for free - and daft punk, featuring pharrell williams, pumps through the speakers.

'drink up.' gregory doesn't pass me just a flute this time. it's a shot, and my eyes dart to his. 'come on,' he pleads.

my reluctance is clear. i've had a few glasses of champagne and i feel okay, but that shouldn't be a green light to start throwing shots down my neck. 'greg . . .'

'come on. i won't let anything happen, livy,' he assures me, and stupidly or not, i take the glass and knock it with his before tipping the contents down my throat. the burn is instant and so is the reminder of all the times i've drunk before.

i gasp and slam my shot glass down before taking the flute and downing the more pleasant champagne. 'that was nasty.'

'that was tequila, but you forgot the salt and lemon.' he holds up a salt shaker and a wedge of fresh lemon before carrying out the practice the right way, licking the back of his hand, sprinkling the salt, licking again, downing the liquid, and sinking his teeth into the wedge. 'it's much better this way.'

'you should've stopped me,' i complain, struggling to rid my mouth of the rancid taste.

'you didn't give me a chance,' he laughs. 'let's do another.' he orders another and this time i see through the sequence correctly, following greg's lead.

i shudder at the lingering flavour, but then i'm shuddering for a whole other reason when a familiar beat takes over the current track. i instantly look to see gregory's wide, delighted eyes.

'carte blanche,' i whisper, my mind bombarded with memories of gregory creating a disco in my bedroom all of the times i refused to go to an actual club.

'how apt,' gregory confirms, a grin spreading across his face. '"veracocha"! our tune, baby girl!' we both down another champagne before my hand is grasped and i'm being dragged to the floor. i don't object. i wouldn't. gregory's smiling, and after what has just transpired, this is a good thing.

he pushes us through the crowd until we're joining the flurry of other dancers who all appreciate the classic anthem as much as we do. strobe lighting darts around us, flitting across the faces of people and intensifying my feel-good mood. we both slip into the groove, hands in the air, bodies swaying, twisting and twirling each other around the floor, laughing as we do. it's a novelty and a good one. i'm having fun.

gregory pulls me into his chest and puts his mouth to my ear so i can hear him over the music and cheering. 'i'm giving it three minutes for a bloke to move in on you.'

'i'm dancing with a man,' i laugh. 'he'd have to be pretty cocksure.'

'give me a break,' he scoffs. 'we're clearly not dating.'

i'm about to disagree, but i see ben approaching behind gregory, smiling and greeting people as he passes through the dance-floor crowd. i want to drag my friend away, but i'm also curious how this will play out. ben doesn't know that we saw him, and i'm wondering how gregory will handle it. breaking away from him, i move back, ensuring i keep my smile and gregory's attention.

as ben nears, i watch him studying gregory's body discreetly, still greeting people, still smiling. there's no mistaking the intended body contact as he passes my friend, his arm sliding around his waist in a subtle gesture made to look like he's trying to pass without bumping into him, but the look on ben's face is screaming desire and the sudden shift in gregory from easy, fluid movements to stiff awkwardness is obvious. will he push him away or give him a dirty look?

no. he loosens up immediately when he sees ben and falls right back into his previous ease as the tracks slows momentarily before dramatically cranking up ten gears and blasting the clubbers into complete elation. we're in a triangle, both ben and gregory smiling and dancing, but the sexual sparks flying off each man is tangible. they're not touching, nor are they looking at each other all lusty, but it's there and it's obvious. ben is playing it risky.

gregory moves towards me, smiling. 'there's a man about to take hold of you.'

'is there?' i go to turn, but i'm stopped when gregory grabs my shoulders.

'trust me on this. let him.' he fans his face and releases me, and i tense from top to toe, bracing myself. gregory has great taste in men, but shouldn't i at least get a say in who takes hold of me? or should i just let this happen - stay in control, but let it happen?

it's his h*ps i feel first, pushing into my lower back. then there's his hand sliding around my stomach. my moves fall straight into his set pace without thought, and my hand rests over his on my navel. gregory is smiling brightly, but i have no compulsion to turn and get a glimpse of my dance partner because - probably due to the alcohol - he feels good . . . comfortable . . . right.

my eyes close when i feel hot breath at my ear. 'sweet girl, you've floored me.'

chapter 17

i'm very suddenly aware of internal sparks firing off wildly. i gasp, my eyes flying open, and i try to turn, getting absolutely nowhere. his groin pushes into my lower back, his grip of my waist firming up, as is what's beneath his trousers. i've been thrown into panic, all the feelings that he provokes attacking me relentlessly.

'don't try to escape me,' he whispers. 'i won't let it happen this time.'

'miller, let me go.'

'over my dead body.' he sweeps my hair to one side and wastes no time getting his lips on my neck, injecting fire through my flesh, straight into my bloodstream. 'your dress is very short.'

'and?' i breathe, digging my fingernails into his arm.

'and i like it.' his hand slides over my hip, onto my bum and down to the hem of my dress. 'because it means i can do this.' he kisses my neck, skating his hand under my dress and pushing his finger past the seam of my knickers. my bottom flies back on a small cry, colliding with his groin. he bites my neck. 'you're drenched.'

'stop it,' i beg, feeling all rationality running away from me under his touch.

'no.'

'please, stop it, stop it, stop, it.'

'no . . . he breathes. 'no . . . he circles his groin confidently. 'no, livy.'

his finger enters me and my face distorts with a mixture of pleasure and desperation, my internal muscles grabbing onto him. my head is drifting to one side, letting him at me, and the fingers of my hand resting over his are squeezing hard, prompting his palm to shift and his fingers to lace through mine, constricting firmly. i know i'm falling, and through my desperate desire i look for gregory for help. but he's gone.

and so is ben.

fury flames, gregory's promise to not let anything happen only stoking it further. he's let something happen, and he's let it happen with the worst man. i struggle in miller's hold until he's left little option but to release me or manhandle me to the floor, and i swing around, my hair whipping my face. i glare at him, ignoring his impossible beauty. he's in his usual finery, minus the jacket, and the sleeves of his shirt are rolled up in the most casual, unlike-miller fashion. his waistcoat is still buttoned, though, and his hair is a stunning mop of waves. his piercing blue eyes are stabbing at my flesh accusingly.

'i said no,' i say through gritted teeth. 'not now, not for four hours, not ever.'

'we'll see,' he retorts confidently, stepping forward. 'you might be repeatedly saying the word no, olivia taylor. but this . . .' he runs his fingertip over my breast and onto my stomach, forcing me to gulp down air to control my shakes, 'this is always telling me yes.'

my legs are in motion before my brain sends any instruction, which quickly makes me conclude that this is natural instinct. escape. get away before i lose my mind and my integrity and let him cast me aside again. i find myself at the bar before i've even registered what direction i'm headed in. i order a drink, quickly taking it from the barman's hand and turning as i take a swig.

miller is standing right in front of me. his jaw is tense as he nods over my shoulder to the barman. then, as if by magic, a tumbler is passed over my shoulder into miller's waiting hand. my gaze falls to his lips as he takes a slow sip while he watches me, as if he knows what that mouth does to me. i'm mesmerised by it. totally rapt. then he licks his lips and not knowing what else to do, but knowing that i'm likely to kiss him if i remain here, i run again, this time up the stairs and around the galleried walkway, looking through the glass for any sign of gregory. i need to find him, the stupid pain in the arse that he is.

i'm so busy looking for my friend in the space below i don't notice where i'm going and walk straight into a body. the sharp angles of the chest under the shirt and waistcoat are too familiar. 'livy, what are you doing?' he asks, almost tiredly, like i'm fighting a losing battle. i fear i might be.

'trying to get away from you,' i say calmly, making his jaw tense in annoyance. 'please move.'

'no, livy.' he mouths the words extra slowly, making it impossible to rip my eyes away from his lips. 'how much have you had to drink?'

'that's none of your business.'

'it's my business when you're drinking in my club.'

my mouth falls open, but he maintains his straight, unhappy expression. 'this is your bar?'

'yes, and it's part of my responsibility to ensure my clients are . . . behaving.' he moves in again. 'you're not behaving, livy.'

'throw me out, then.' i challenge him. 'have me escorted from the premises. i don't f**king care.'

his eyes narrow fiercely. 'the only place you're being thrown is in my f**king bed.'

it's me who moves in now, getting my face up close to his, like i'm going to kiss him. it takes every effort not to connect our mouths, like i'm fighting a powerful magnet hauling me in. he's thinking that, too. his lips have parted, and he's looking down at me, his eyes full of desire. 'go to hell,' i say evenly and calmly, almost on a murmur.

i'm surprised by my own coolness, not that i let it be known. i meet his shocked eyes with confidence, not backing down, and take another slow, long glug of my drink. but it's quickly snatched from my hand. 'i think you've had enough.'

'yes, you're right. i have had enough. of you!' i turn on my stilettos and walk away, on a mission to find gregory, rescue him from a stupid situation, and leave to escape my own diabolical position.

'livy!' he calls after me.

i blank him, walking on, venturing down some stairs, around a few corners, into the toilets, and the whole time he's tailing me, just following me as i pace calmly around his club.

'what are you doing?' he shouts over the music. 'livy?'

i ignore him, thinking of where else i can possibly look. i've been everywhere, except . . .

i don't even think about what i'm doing when i viciously yank the door of the disabled toilet open. not until i hear the sound of the metal lock hitting the tiled floor and i'm standing staring at gregory bent over the sink with his jeans around his ankles. ben, who has a firm hold of my friend's hips, is pounding forward on constant barks. neither one seems to have noticed me, nor the rise in noise level, both men utterly consumed in each other. my hand flies to my mouth in shock and i walk back, meeting miller's chest, but he pushes me in and slams the door behind us, snapping ben and gregory from their private euphoria. it's not private now, and both men seem to pull themselves together, fear, embarrassment, shame, discomfiture all taking hold, with each of them rushing to make themselves decent.